So, drunk fucked up at work and I have just spent the last 30 minutes listening to song from Gold Against The Soul while speaking with my best friend's girlfriend, about how great it would be to actually be back home and forget about any fucking social conventions and get a life the three of us together...
I've never felt more alone in my entire life...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gAARKVbU4LU
Heroin is just too trendy...
I've never felt more alone in my entire life...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gAARKVbU4LU
Heroin is just too trendy...
Spending a fucking WHOLE day (including sleepover) at the house of a married couple with another not-yet-married-but-soon-to-be couple is the best way of not feeling your loneliness creep over you, sure...
Fuck this shit...
Fuck this shit...
"Monday nothing, Tuesday nothing, Wednesday and Thursday nothing, Friday for a change a little more nothing, Saturday once more nothing..." The Fugs
Do you feel that? That is not love, you idiot, that is desire.
You do not wish to spend your life in stasis, savouring this moment. You are overwhelmed. You need to consume me, to eat me, to put me out.
You are not even able to stand by me, you feel dizzy, vulnerable. That's fear of the unknown.
You feel like you could lose control, your legs tremble, you shiver. That's passion.
And the moment I lean closer and whisper in your ear?
That's not love, you idiot.
That's desire.
You do not wish to spend your life in stasis, savouring this moment. You are overwhelmed. You need to consume me, to eat me, to put me out.
You are not even able to stand by me, you feel dizzy, vulnerable. That's fear of the unknown.
You feel like you could lose control, your legs tremble, you shiver. That's passion.
And the moment I lean closer and whisper in your ear?
That's not love, you idiot.
That's desire.
"I don't wanna let you go, but it hurts my hand to hold the rope"
Love Brand New's Daisy, been listening to it for a while...
Love Brand New's Daisy, been listening to it for a while...
I've been told once again that my dick is too thick for anal. It's more flattering than frustrating, though it was weird this time, because she was quite petite, and I even had trouble fitting on the front side. I am not complaining, though, she moved quite well and was incredible... ^_^
Cheap beer, nice bed, better company... If only they banned smoking in bars so I wouldn't have to burn all my clothes after going out, this place would be the best...
Finally, my free week is here, no more work in 9 days and I'm flying back home tomorrow! Hope it's as fun as last time, but with slightly more resolved sexual tension...
