funny how shit comes in tons not in bags.

well i have not been on the board or the site lately. mayn things have been pressing my mind as of late. first of many is me fucking my friendship up with somone i liked when i got to head trong and pushed a 3-some. i tried giving a claddagh to her to make up. but she did not accept it and won't wear it. we wern't dating. but were close. not any more

second. because of the heat and tension in my house i have been looking for a place to stay. i have almost found one. but more complications come wiht that. why is there strife in my hosue u ask. well partly my mom is recovering from 2 new hips in her, and she hates the fact that she can't do anything. not to mention both my step fathers father and my grandma are in the hospital (2 different cities) step father father is going in for surgery for cancer, and my grandma has cancer and prolly won't make it to the end of the month. i won't be able to go and see her cus i have not the money to drive or fly there.

now to the matter of the housing. i was all set to move in cus the one guy was moving out. well his brother was pullingout of the alley on to the road when some a-hole tboned him doing about 45 mph. bent a 1969 impalla into a C and bent the drivers side 2 feet in the air. not to mention he pushed his car (a good 3000lbs) 25-30 feet down the road. now the person who was moving out is staying for a little while longer till his bro is out of the hospital.

Then there is the matter of the love of my life. i have been crazy for her for 2 year. she just broke up with her bf, and i want to ask her out. but she is already giong to the next one. she is my best friend. and knows how i feel about her. but it still hurts to see the one you love love someone else.

so basically i am stuck in a house i hate, my grandma is dieng, my buddy has 30+ pins in the left side of his body, i lost the girl i wanted and the girl i have loved...

funny how shit comes in tons not in bags.

well i have not been on the board or the site lately. mayn things have been pressing my mind as of late. first of many is me fucking my friendship up with somone i liked when i got to head trong and pushed a 3-some. i tried giving a claddagh to her to make up. but she did not accept it and won't wear it. we wern't dating. but were close. not any more

second. because of the heat and tension in my house i have been looking for a place to stay. i have almost found one. but more complications come wiht that. why is there strife in my hosue u ask. well partly my mom is recovering from 2 new hips in her, and she hates the fact that she can't do anything. not to mention both my step fathers father and my grandma are in the hospital (2 different cities) step father father is going in for surgery for cancer, and my grandma has cancer and prolly won't make it to the end of the month. i won't be able to go and see her cus i have not the money to drive or fly there.

now to the matter of the housing. i was all set to move in cus the one guy was moving out. well his brother was pullingout of the alley on to the road when some a-hole tboned him doing about 45 mph. bent a 1969 impalla into a C and bent the drivers side 2 feet in the air. not to mention he pushed his car (a good 3000lbs) 25-30 feet down the road. now the person who was moving out is staying for a little while longer till his bro is out of the hospital.

Then there is the matter of the love of my life. i have been crazy for her for 2 year. she just broke up with her bf, and i want to ask her out. but she is already giong to the next one. she is my best friend. and knows how i feel about her. but it still hurts to see the one you love love someone else.

so basically i am stuck in a house i hate, my grandma is dieng, my buddy has 30+ pins in the left side of his body, i lost the girl i wanted and the girl i have loved for the last 2 years is going from one bf to another and all i can do it watch.