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JANUARY 23, 2007 @ 02:47 PM

Whistler was a blast, snowboarding was good times and the cabin was simply amazing. Pictures below. For more check out Jocelynn's journal.

on the chairlift, aren't we cute?

from the balcony of the cabin.

guarding our cabin for us. what a nice poochie

cozy eh?

the jacket is the only part of this ensemble that belongs to me

The worst hairpiece we'd ever seen. I was in hysterics, shame the picture doesn't capture it so well.

isn't she a peach?

fuzzy but I like it.
So for the longest time now I've been unable to see pictures posted on SG in people's journals. It's rather irritating. Where you all see whatever image I just see a blank space. I've run out of ideas of how to remedy this problem and would be greatly appreciative if anyone could solve this mystery for me.
In other news, I'm well into my third week without smoking any pot and am enjoying every minute of my new lifestyle. In case you hadn't noticed I was smoking pretty heavily for a while there and felt as though there were a damper on my thought process. I calculated, at my past level of consumption, I'd have smoked about an ounce and a half by now. That's a daunting figure for me to accept. It makes me happy to no end to be free of that awful vice. It's not that I hate pot or never want to smoke it again, it's just that I think i was abusing it and therefore ought not smoke it until I am used to and secure in my sobriety. Having a free source of the stuff didn't make it easy to give up and I don't deny that I've been forced to accept the loss of a few "friends" as a result of quitting but hey, them's the breaks. If not smoking pot ruins my relationship with someone then I couldn't have had much of a relationship in the first place. C'est la vie.
I hope you're all living the good life and fighting the good fight. Over and out.

-G

Jocelynn

Vancouver, BC

August 2004

JAN 23, 2007 03:09 PM

I just fixed your Firefox to show images properly. "I'm awesome!!" You owe me.

I am glad you are happy about your decision; I like hearing about your crazy dreams, you kook!

Syrrys

Chicago, IL

October 2004

JAN 23, 2007 09:30 PM

God fucking damnit.... I shouldn't have looked.... I'm not going to make it to the mountains or anywhere else with snow+slopes this year... and I'm crying now... stupid photos.

Your pot experience is interesting... Good job. it sounds a lot like my experience with cigs... of course eventually quit that completely after getting scared of how much I was smoking... but for pot I really really enjoy the high I get with "pink lung" so it's probably good that I don't have a source where I'm living.... makes it som much better when I do get it.

Congrats on your decision and your success with it. it will make you happier in life and also enjoy it more when you do indulge.

Elvira

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

JAN 24, 2007 02:36 AM

hehe its so funny you posting pics..so great and you are soo hot..hehe ok snowboarding is great
no i hate wintersports but if you are into it you should come to austria, you go boarding, i prepare the party..hehe

i´m really proud of you getting the flow of quitting. but still i think you should not make it the middle of your life. ok it was somehow the middle of your life, but maybe if you still think of it you´re stuck to it..hmm i dont know.

there were a few impulses lately which told me ok now its over but still i love to smoke it, but i´m old enough now not to smoke away the day, only to have a cosy night. ah whatever. abusing is always shit.
i bet if you ever smoke again you will be totally flashed and wont understand why you ever did this...

sweet amigo, wish ya the best
big kiss and love

er

I'm lost

June 2003

JAN 25, 2007 05:22 AM

none of your pictures are showing up for me, i just get little blue squares containing a question mark.

Dr_Lizardo

Indian Orchard, MA

February 2006

JAN 25, 2007 08:16 PM

Thanks for stopping by my place.

I've never done any substances, other than a little alcohol and I'm too afraid of it to go real far in that direction.

But I daresay that rather than substances I make up for a lot of that with taking refuge in habits of mind, negativity and lassitude. Being here too much. I think this is a great site but I depend on it too much to keep me occupied. :/

II'm well aware it could be an utterly meaningless imagining in my part I but I tend to think that folks on the west coast tend to have somewhat lighter hearts than here out east. Maybe I'll get out your way sometime in the big rigs. I could get randomly drug tested at any time so Ican't touch the substances at all, but I think after I get out of trucking I might have a go at being stoned for a while, if I still need to get loosened up. But hopefull that in turn will be something I can put down when the time comes to move on.

Damn I'm good at talking about me. I would have gone mad if I couldn't look at pics on ths site.

Good luck with your own quest. As one seeker to another, you do find a lot of stuff, but then you have to sort it all out. And apply it.