About Me
Just a fun loving guy who is into writing, photography, girls, and a lot of other stuff.
age: 30 (Oct 16, 1981)
MEMBER SINCE: April 2006
occupation: Digital Image editer/Photographer
i lost my virginity: to someone
into: Photography, writing, drinking
makes me happy: Open minded people who want to see the world become a better place.
sign: Libra
crush: It's a secret
BLOGS
Tonight I realized something I have been trying to ignore for a long time. All the pain and torment I have felt about being alone comes from the fact that I won't let anyone too close to me. I push all those away from me and compulsively lie to keep up the facade of being happy and in control of my life. Ever since I was cheated on, I can't seem to allow anyone in and have gotten too good at going numb. So good in fact I can't seem to turn it off... This is not meant to be a woe as me post by any means. This is just something that I needed to put out there and make real, so that I may start to let it go. First give it form then purge it from my life. Here is to hoping I am strong enough to let my guard down and actually find the love that I have been looking for...
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