makes me sad: everything else, but not really. i give everything a chance, things that are hurt, not being in love, cold mornings, being alone and feeling alone
Holy crap, whose been dead in a ditch for the past few months...?
My bad. I seriously just got lost in the blur of life. But all is wonderful and despite a few down and out moments, I'm absolutely grand. My birthday was great, Thanksgiving was wonderful, my omma was home. Christmas was so so, but I spent it with a friend and her family that was awesome. We played video games and I crushed her at Mario Kart Wii, which she thought she was amazing at. lol. I destroy peoples hopes and dreams like that on accident! New Years Eve was sort of lame because it snowed and I didn't want to leave the house, cause there were like hundreds of accidents. Don't believe me...
There was a video on facebook of about 3 car accidents on one road, and as the guy was videoing it safely from the side of the road, one of the accidents become a 20 car pile up. In less then 8 minutes... It was bad and that wasn't a bad street.
I'm really excited for this new year. I'm taking a new lease on life and I'm really excited on how it will play out. Not as a testing sort of thing, but a lets compare the new year to my last 22 years. lol.
It looks like I will be moving. Wait no scratch that. I will be moving to Seattle this year! I'm so excited I could die. Its funny because I've already started packing some things. My room is getting empty now that I have most of my nic-naks in boxes and such. So while I'm looking for a place in Seattle, my mom will be looking for her a new place to live as well. I'll then be taking a trip to London, which I need to plan out, and later a cruise! Oh and I'm going to the BMW Welt! No one understands my obsession for BMW's and finally I will be in the epicenter of it all in a way... I have a lot to do and I honestly can't wait till I can start making it happen. But for now I have to wait a little bit for my mother to come back home.
During all of that I have tattoos to get and clothes...
Holy crap, whose been dead in a ditch for the past few months...?
My bad. I seriously just got lost in the blur of life. But all is wonderful and despite a few down and out moments, I'm absolutely grand. My birthday was great, Thanksgiving was wonderful, my omma was home. Christmas was so so, but I spent it with a friend and her family that was awesome. We played video games and I crushed her at Mario Kart Wii, which she thought she was amazing at. lol. I destroy peoples hopes and dreams like that on accident! New Years Eve was sort of lame because it snowed and I didn't want to leave the house, cause there were like hundreds of accidents. Don't believe me...
There was a video on facebook of about 3 car accidents on one road, and as the guy was videoing it safely from the side of the road, one of the accidents become a 20 car pile up. In less then 8 minutes... It was bad and that wasn't a bad street.
I'm really excited for this new year. I'm taking a new lease on life and I'm really excited on how it will play out. Not as a testing sort of thing, but a lets compare the new year to my last 22 years. lol.
It looks like I will be moving. Wait no scratch that. I will be moving to Seattle this year! I'm so excited I could die. Its funny because I've already started packing some things. My room is getting empty now that I have most of my nic-naks in boxes and such. So while I'm looking for a place in Seattle, my mom will be looking for her a new place to live as well. I'll then be taking a trip to London, which I need to plan out, and later a cruise! Oh and I'm going to the BMW Welt! No one understands my obsession for BMW's and finally I will be in the epicenter of it all in a way... I have a lot to do and I honestly can't wait till I can start making it happen. But for now I have to wait a little bit for my mother to come back home.
During all of that I have tattoos to get and clothes to buy, oh crap and furniture. Talk about being busy!
But for now, I'm relaxing and enjoying my time off, so to speak. I will be pretty darn excited to get started on this long list of things to do but for the most part a lot of it has been taking care of. Just the finer details.
I became a philosophy head again. Well rather I finally understand concepts that I was trying to understand when I was about 9-10.
Oh I fell in love with a guy. Well rather a picture of a guy.
I found this picture about a month ago, surfing tumblr. Yes I went and made a tumblr... big mistake in a way. lol.
But anyway I found this picture of this guy and I just... Lets say I had my first moment of love at first site.
So after I saved the picture, I found that there was no reference or tag for who this guy is... I was pissed.
I mean I find a picture of the love of my life, lol. And I can't identify him. But then I calmed down... Because that could also mean, he's just a random guy with friends who like to take photos and not a celebrity...
About a month later I just so happened to be on tumblr again looking for awesome pictures to reblog and I found him... and he had a name.
Devendra Banhart... Now, if your like me, you are very confused by this name... Very.
But I goggled him and sure enough he's musician, and he even dated Natalie Portman.
...............
But he's still my obsession and so here is a video of him and his band. Umm watch for all the awkard motions he does, its really cute to me. Such an oddball, I love it.
I don't know if you can watch it here, cause some people don't like for you to embed things. lame.
I'm assuming he's bisexual.... Or maybe he just likes to pretend.
Umm that's about it. I'll try and be more existing from now on. lol.
My bad. I seriously just got lost in the blur of life. But all is wonderful and despite a few down and out moments, I'm absolutely grand. My birthday was great, Thanksgiving was wonderful, my omma was home. Christmas was so so, but I spent it with a friend and her family that was awesome. We played video games and I crushed her at Mario Kart Wii, which she thought she was amazing at. lol. I destroy peoples hopes and dreams like that on accident!
There was a video on facebook of about 3 car accidents on one road, and as the guy was videoing it safely from the side of the road, one of the accidents become a 20 car pile up. In less then 8 minutes... It was bad and that wasn't a bad street.
I'm really excited for this new year. I'm taking a new lease on life and I'm really excited on how it will play out. Not as a testing sort of thing, but a lets compare the new year to my last 22 years. lol.
It looks like I will be moving. Wait no scratch that. I will be moving to Seattle this year!
During all of that I have tattoos to get and clothes...