The Lost Tea

Ok.

Let's be boldly but deviously obvious.

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Let's face it: Tea is---

- Awesome, dude.

- Well yes, everyone enjoys it in Iraq too, hence it's not a very good torture argument.

- Hey wait Ali. You're not going to tie me up to a tree again, are ya?

- No James, he's not. We've been brought here for a reason, and this Tea might be a key.

- Oh don't talk to me about purpose! Like the same meaningless key we've been pushing every 108 minutes for weeks ?!

- Hey calm down Doc! I'm sure Shaft has an explanation here.

- Of course. Why do you think I built a church... it is part of the great design.

- Yeah, and then your Jesus stick will lead us to the Holy Weed ?

- If you bring any of that stuff near my Aaron...

- 그들이 뭘 말하는 거죠?

- Well well, looks like Chewy came to the party.

- Show some respect brotha', else I you might mysteriously run out of that scotch---

- Son of a...

- Put your gun back in your pants, Sawyer.

- Hey freckles, what's on your mind ?

- Well I need a gun and you don't get to ask why.

- Well, Thelma, seeing as I got all the guns, I do get to ask why.

- WAAAAAAAAAALT!

- Well Daddy's at it again.

- I need a gun too, I'm going to take my son back!!!

- What do you know about guns, anyway, Hoss.

- Hoy! You little boys are done with your toys ? This place is Death if we don't stick to the plan.

- Where did Red come from?

- You better all listen to her... it's risky but I have a plan.

- Welcome to the meeting, Twitchy. What's your plan ?

- I'm gonna detonate a Hydrogen bomb...

- Don't be so hasty, brotha'. In my vision I saw us all finding that Tea plantation.

- Peachy mate. The same kind of vision where I end up DYING all the time?!

- Aye. But it's a necessary sacrifice. See you in another life brotha'!

- The Island showed me that plantation in my dreams too... I was hunting 4 boars when I saw an 8 stones totem. It pointed right at the vast green splendour. It was 15 yards big and it had 16 different cultivars. After 23 minutes of walk I arrived at a little river which lead to a cave... Then and there, I received the answer to life, the universe and everything.

- And what would that be, Mr. Clean ?

- Coming from that cave was a bright light, the heart of the Island... and ringing in my mind was the number 42---

- DUUUUDE !!! THE NUMBERS!!! DON'T EVER TOUCH EVEN A TEA LEAF ! THAT WHOLE THING IS CURSED !!!!!

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Happy Holidays !!

Yay !

The solstice is marking the end of another cycle, and this is always a beautiful time of introspection and recollection, but also of re-uniting ! It is the celebration of light returning full on ! Life coming back on this beautiful planet, after a constructive death that will bring up good change in every aspects of our life.

The evolution of consciousness truly is a magnificent and exciting experience !

On a more material perspective, I don't care if the consumer society is trying to profit from our joy and eagerness to give. Isn't it that way for everything where profit is possible ? I say: let them swim in their illusion and don't let it bring you down! It's not true that I won't share love and joy with family and friends just because of this ! You don't *have* to buy anything in the name of love, now do you ?

Much love to everyone, and rejoice! This is a new birth and a clean slate for every soul !

whoo-hoo !!

Ooh this feels good.

I allowed myself to heal and re-enter the path to transmutation. I started to go to Aikido again yesterday, and have undertaken a journey to re-discover who I truly am and reconnect with people I love and people I haven't physically encountered yet.

Most importantly, I have forgiven myself...

Our belief in our guilt is the only thing keeping us from going on lovingly in life...

Forgiving ourselves for seeing the trials we face in a destructive/negative way, is a powerful manifestation of love.

Change your heart...
Look around you...

Make your choice joy, for joy belongs to you...




No matter what you do, forgive yourself.
And remember : You have the choice to anything.
Allowing yourself to make this choice is the next step.

I have forgiven myself...
thank you...

All is full of Love !!



I have a new job with very early shifts, which is exhausting but exactly what I wanted, to live with the Sun. I am so much into Living ! Feeling Alive ! and that feeling is coming back again !

I Love you, Brothers and Sisters, and know that I am not seperate from you, we are all One and I am eager to meet more of us ! Thank you for being on this site, it is a great place to re-unite !

GO!
LIVE!

p.s. Oh and just a note to tell that I substantially updated my profile, go and take a look

WOah.


I feel great. I am living once again and regaining my self esteem. I was living like a mess the last few weeks; though I don't regret it, I'm happy to be through.

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Yesterday I ripped apart my girl's Ibook G4 (my beloved old laptop) to install a new hard drive; and put it back together today. Just finished installing Panther (OSX.3) and I'm using it on my belly while on the bed, head to my pillow pillow to the wall. Very comfy

So it was a hazardous and thrilling journey, finished safley thanks to the amazing IfixIt walkthrough, those guys are amazing! Very ressourceful.

For the record, the old hard disk was obviously in need of urgent replacement when it spat out its(loud) death rattle. The battle has been very painful for him (and killed our precious time) since I (unwittingly) attacked him with its very own kriptonite (magnets) two years ago. War has been raging since, and though I will miss him, I am happy he will find some rest.

I should find some too... sleeep.


shielded...


screwd'...


gotcha! (1812 overture bursting out of the HDD)

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LIIIIIIIIIIIIVE !

Oops !

tradition didn't last long... well I suppose yesterday being my birthday I had other things in mind
I went for a hike on the beautiful green mountain in the middle of our Montreal, along with my oldest "pu erh" tea

Happy birthday to me !!!

Yay!

Well, how about a 15 days tradition.

I just finished school last week, and All is well.
I am wavering peacefully around the possibilities, and the future looks bright.

Not just for me...

All is Well.

but I have not been to Oxford town... All is Well, 20th century dies...

A fascinating phenomenon, procrastination...

We spend too much time thinking and feeling what we might do, we actually have no time left to put it into action.

Or are we just lazy...

Personnally, I keep wanting to live the present moment, all the time, doing what I feel like at the moment, rather than thinking rationally about what I "should" do... Althought the last 2 weeks served as a "detox" from it, I did, many times too often, used Tea as an excuse (is it?) to take Time, to actually just Live and Be...

But now I'm broke (and worse).
I just came back from a (sublime) 2 weeks in nature.
I have 5 exams left to finish school, and have a project I should have started like 2 months ago; to start and finish it in 8 days or so... and I'm still thinking about seeing friends.

Would be a shame to waste a year of (almost) intensive work at school, right ?

I think my problem (and something I love about myself, that's it, you see...) is that I don't worry enough about things. I trust life, and am like: "Whatever, is it that much important..."
Wonderful things just keep coming my way, whatever choice I make... so I guess one answer to the question just above is: It depends on the point of view.

Let me finish on this wonderful idea... (thanks so much to Massive Attack and Sinead O'connor for that one... I urge you to listen to "What your soul sings") :

"So make your Choice Joy, the Joy belongs to you... and when you do... you'll find the One you Love is you..."

Hello All ! I'm here to share my love for the universe, music, tea, staring, and one of the most beautiful gift on this earth: the feminine...