This week I bought a new motorcycle, got diagnosed with Bell's Palsy and became a qualified Flight Instructor

I got a new tattoo today

I just started syn.xxx tonight. Now, to get it off the ground

So, since my last post lots has happened. I’m a flight instructor in the Canadian Forces, well, a new one and I just became course director for a new course that started today. It’s not so bad so far...and on the upside I have next week off.

The weather has been fantastic so I have been doing things outside. I bought a patio set, bought a new burner for my BBQ and bought a motorcycle. Let the summer begin

Naked girls are pretty.

One of the groups I'm in asked "who made you join" so I took a trip down memory lane. I looked through pictures I haven't seen in years, it made me happy.

Also, I bought 2 websites but have no idea how to create a website. Anyone want to earn some extra cash?

I am getting so jaded and bitter in my old age...and patience is dwindling, anyone want to chip in to get me a hooker?

Also, headaches are persisting...I may have to see someone sooner rather than later.

FInally...I have been single for a very long time, can't get a date to save my life (even though one of the hottest girls on the site flirts with me all the time through texts and FB ) My buddy showed up for a week long course, he arrived today, we went for a beer and he got a date for Valentines Day...boy do I suck.

So, here I sit alone on a Saturday night. I am so bored, I am bored with work, being alone and my life. I was so excited to leave BC and move to a city...but at least in my old place, I could justify being in, alone on living in a small city. Here, well, I am finding the common denominator is me.

I have ZERO motivation to work, to write...to do anything.

Also, about my last journal...there isn't anything I can do about it so I'm not going to think about it. What's the worst that can happen? I go to a Dr. find out it's something, I lose my chance at promotion and still be in the same spot or keep plugging along assuming things are fine, get promoted and then deal with it later.

I don't feel well.

I don't mean in a I've got a cold kind of way..but in a I think I may have a problem kinda way. I am getting regular piercing headaches, mostly like a needle in the same spot in my brain. I lose focus occasionally, not in a lack of concentration kind of way but more in a I don't actually see anything. When I sleep, I get twitches, most people do, but lately they seem to be more...twitchy.

So far alcohol and asprin don't seem to be helping.

2011 started with me living in Comox BC and preparing to go to war. Despite the few operations I have been apart of, this will be my first real war. By March I was in Afghanistan. The first few days were surreal, even though I'm a writer, I don't think I can explain exactly what I experienced during that time. It was the most intense experience of my life. I did my job, for 5 months I worked every single day at least 9 hours a day, I was subjected to no less than 35 rocket attacks. I would go back in a second if I could.

Once I returned, I had to pack up my house and move to Winnipeg Mb to start a new job and new life. I bought a beautiful house and a great new car.

During this year I have also laid the ground work to start my own publishing company.

2011 left me single, with great memories and a bright future....what I hope for in 2011 is that I have someone special in my life, my career advances, I continue to enjoy my house and the sequel of my book gets published. Since I now own a publishing company I have a feeling it will.

I have hated my life for a very very long time. I hope 2012 holds the new beginnings that I have wanted for so very long, not only for me but for the many others that have felt the same I have.

My SG family is still the closest family I have, siblings included.

Okay, my pre Christmas journal.

I am LOVING Winnipeg. I mean, I'm still oh so very single...painfully so BUT...every other aspect has improved exponentially.

My new house makes me so happy...I feel like such an adult, it makes me giggle. That's right bitches, I have my very own car hole. I have to take my garbage out on garbage day through my very big backyard.

My new job seems very cool. It won't be ass on fire awesome like flying operationally BUT now I get to instruct. I get to inspire new students, share what i have learned. It's up to me to make my trade the best it can possibly be AND I get to fly again. Also, I will probably be promoted next year.

Romeo and Juliet is playing at a local theatre here, I really want to see it.

OH...for you that don't know, I have a book published. On advice of a publisher, I will soon be starting my own publishing company. Very small, my book, the sequel to it, a book my dad is writing (and a second I want him to write) and a few friends for now. BUT...I'm still excited.

That is all. Out.

I am all moved into my new place in Winnipeg. It's awesome so far, I will have pictures soon.

Went out Saturday night, had lots of attention from 3 hot girls...I love bidding wars