age: 29 (Oct 18, 1978)
MEMBER SINCE: January 2008
occupation: Full time Student, part time cook,
fantasy: You really don't want me to answer this.
body mods: chest tat, back tat, shoulder tat, 2 earring in each ear.
heroes: Those that look at this world and say FUCK YOU!!!!!!
i lost my virginity: 15 I think, I don't remember
makes me sad: death but not really, our government makes me sad. war does too.
into: video games, reading, writing, surfing the net lookng for fucked up shit. glass pipes, weed, sex, erotica, cooking (I love to cook for friends and family) and lots of other shit too
gets me hot: Fat Sack, good conversation, and an open mind.
most humbling moment: Watching my ex die
crush: I will be honest. This site!
makes me happy: I really can't answer this one without having to attach a list that is three miles long. to sum it up for 2.00 (ten cents a word) Friends, family, video games, weed, sex, conversation with intelligent people, a good book, house kitty, books. I expect some change!
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*bear with me this is kinda sad*
Three years ago this month I lost my fiance to a virus called encephalitis. (sp?) I watched her slip into a coma and die in the hospital. This really fucked me up for a a long time. Hell I still deal with it to this day, and probably will for a long time yet to come. Yes I still wake up crying some nights.
This year I have been dealing with the pain that this month has held for me that past couple of years, only this time it doesn't hurt so much. Perhaps I have just gotten to a point that where it hurts but it is not crippling. I am not sure.
Things seem to be going good, still no wonderful lady in my life, but that is alright, not sure I want one right now anyways. I have school to deal with and work, and other issues. That will come with time, perhaps not, either way I really don't care.
My head is killing me today so this is all I am gonna ramble about for now.
Peace, love, and joyous sex to all.