Wishing for fresh frozen peas. And grated cucumbers. And tap water that I can drink immediately.
Least I found, in a little grocery store in Hangzhou, a kind of pasta I REALLY like. Albeit I am currently eating it cooked then mixed up with a can of tuna, some supposed maybe butter and some mostly mozzarella cheese.
And watching my tweets going unnoticed yet again....
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Least I found, in a little grocery store in Hangzhou, a kind of pasta I REALLY like. Albeit I am currently eating it cooked then mixed up with a can of tuna, some supposed maybe butter and some mostly mozzarella cheese.
And watching my tweets going unnoticed yet again....
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hungery13ear:
feel better
You know, sometimes I think its more the unconsummated stuff thats worse than the unrequited. The never-tried-for, not-gone-after bit that is worse in so many ways. That tension that somehow goes way beyond just sexualthough the sexual parts certainly rear their multiple heads at the same time. Make it burn that much brighter. But for possibly various reasons, you dont even get to know if...
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earlier today i was making something to eat and i truly contemplated what it would be if i lost both my hands. what could i even do... not the first time i've pondered losing a physical ability. i think i've had several dreams in the past month or so when that has happened.
then earlier in the evening, a friend turned me on to an...
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then earlier in the evening, a friend turned me on to an...
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hungery13ear:
oh wow
funny how i've never been one to really get close to anybody. always lived inside too deeply. so young, everything outside grated on me so badly. never knew how to handle it...my parents knew even less.
don't get me wrong, they tried as best as they could try to figure out how. just never quite worked and i discovered how to alienate myself before i...
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don't get me wrong, they tried as best as they could try to figure out how. just never quite worked and i discovered how to alienate myself before i...
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hungery13ear:
i am the most memorable person you'll ever forget.
I am the most memorable person my friends use to remember. Where did it all go? Why have I pushed them away so much to the point that they are struggling just to call me.
still having a difficult time letting go of the bullshit last night.
so i've been "DJ-ing" at this little dive bar here for the past 10 months. nothing special. just doing something different for them every tuesday. it really is a bit of a hole...but that's kind of the point of it. just a place to hang and chill. so of course i don't bother...
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so i've been "DJ-ing" at this little dive bar here for the past 10 months. nothing special. just doing something different for them every tuesday. it really is a bit of a hole...but that's kind of the point of it. just a place to hang and chill. so of course i don't bother...
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ollyp:
I feel your pain - I only lived in Bordeaux for the one year, but I quickly decided to avoid my fellow Brits abroad.
oxbellexo:
i find that amusing only because i have met far more brits here than i ever had before and i just adore a good many of them. maybe we're all just a lot more afraid of "ourselves" than we'd care to admit? maybe us western-raised peoples have this sick need to feel unique from time to time and it comes out in bad ways (and then gets heightened by alcohol?)?
yikes. birthday coming up... and i wonder why i get to questioning everything even more incessantly than usual haha.
over 4 years in china now. still not exactly sure how the hell that happened.
i think the 2 questions that i dread the most but get far too often are, "So what's China like?" and"Why are you there?"
the first one is just simply obnoxious....
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over 4 years in china now. still not exactly sure how the hell that happened.
i think the 2 questions that i dread the most but get far too often are, "So what's China like?" and"Why are you there?"
the first one is just simply obnoxious....
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oxbellexo:
come here and visit me...all i can say about it is that it is vastly confusing. however, if you actually planned a visit, i would totally do my best to show you the best that Hangzhou has to offer in a tiny amount of time.
math_geek:
So what is China like?...Seriously though, did you learn Mandarin before you arrived 4 years ago,,,,or did u learn it on the fly?