age: 39 (Jul 14, 1969)
MEMBER SINCE: March 2006
occupation: Depressed paranoid schizophrenic
body mods: Nothing cool, just a gastric band.
makes me happy: My cat (yeah, I'm a cat person). My website getting about 2000 visits a day.
crush: Anyone unattainable.
into: Sleeping. Cheese. Volunteering.
most humbling moment: Every year when I age another year and think of how I'm still single and childless.
i lost my virginity: in a hotel room while attending a political convention.
stats: 5'10" 224 lbs.
makes me sad: All the missed opportunities.
gets me hot: You
sign: Caution - Bumpy Road Ahead
Well, it's that time of year again.
My birthday.
Okay, actually it was a few days ago, on July 14.
I'm 39.
Yikes!
My mom joked that from now on, I'll be lying about my age.
My actual birthday was very uneventful. In fact, I slept a lot and had a headache.
The highlight was my annual late-night birthday call from my best friend Lene. She always calls, and as soon as I answer, she sings the Danish birthday song.
Well, it's in Danish, and she sings it on my birthday, so I'll take her word for it that it's a birthday song.
I spent the couple days before my birthday in Toronto.
My brother is getting married this September and his fiance was having her bridal shower, so I drove my mom down to attend.
A few days before that, I had seen that Flit was having a party for her birthday on the Friday.
As you may have guessed from my gala review in my previous entry, I have a bit of thing for her.
Not even sure what exactly that thing is. She's just really great, and I feel a really good connection with her.
But I guess since I live so far away from Toronto, I hadn't been invited.
A simple oversight I'm sure.
I mentioned to her that I was coming to Toronto that day, and thank God, she invited me to her party.
My mom and I set out early that morning and got to my brother's place mid-afternoon.
They didn't seem to mind that I was ditching them for the evening (I think my brother was pleasantly surprised to learn that I actually have some friends), and they gave me a key so I could let myself in that night.
I managed to get myself downtown and find a place to park, and arrived a few minutes after the start time.
Some of you may have guessed that I like showing up when something is scheduled to start. I've never understood the concept of 'fashionably late'.
I wasn't even the first person there.
I was the second.
Dusti and Flit greeted me at the door, and Lisseth was already there.
I...
My birthday.
Okay, actually it was a few days ago, on July 14.
I'm 39.
Yikes!
My mom joked that from now on, I'll be lying about my age.
My actual birthday was very uneventful. In fact, I slept a lot and had a headache.
The highlight was my annual late-night birthday call from my best friend Lene. She always calls, and as soon as I answer, she sings the Danish birthday song.
Well, it's in Danish, and she sings it on my birthday, so I'll take her word for it that it's a birthday song.
I spent the couple days before my birthday in Toronto.
My brother is getting married this September and his fiance was having her bridal shower, so I drove my mom down to attend.
A few days before that, I had seen that Flit was having a party for her birthday on the Friday.
As you may have guessed from my gala review in my previous entry, I have a bit of thing for her.
Not even sure what exactly that thing is. She's just really great, and I feel a really good connection with her.
But I guess since I live so far away from Toronto, I hadn't been invited.
A simple oversight I'm sure.
I mentioned to her that I was coming to Toronto that day, and thank God, she invited me to her party.
My mom and I set out early that morning and got to my brother's place mid-afternoon.
They didn't seem to mind that I was ditching them for the evening (I think my brother was pleasantly surprised to learn that I actually have some friends), and they gave me a key so I could let myself in that night.
I managed to get myself downtown and find a place to park, and arrived a few minutes after the start time.
Some of you may have guessed that I like showing up when something is scheduled to start. I've never understood the concept of 'fashionably late'.
I wasn't even the first person there.
I was the second.
Dusti and Flit greeted me at the door, and Lisseth was already there.
I...
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