nexttuesday

I'm honestly filled with so much happiness that I feel like it's just going to burst out of my chest and spew all over anyone in a 100 foot radius of me. I couldn't even tell you why. I really don't even care why. I'm just soaking it up and it feels so very sweet.

Those of you following my journey prolly want to know if I ended up doing a good thing yesterday. I did. But it wasn't what I expected. I thought I was going to do something good that would benefit others, but what I did really only benefits me. But that's okay. It's okay to take care of myself.

I devised a plan yesterday. I devised a plan so that I wouldn't have to work so hard my entire life. I really did. I mapped it all out. Thought of any blockades. Took it several different routes. I officially have a way to survive if I get fired and a way to live happier even if I dont get fired. Isn't that exciting? This means it really doesnt matter if I have a job or not, I know I can trust myself to get through life.

Have a beautiful smile filled day babies xoxo