About Me
Is everybody in?
Is everybody in?
The ceremony is about to begin.
The show for this evening is not new, you've seen this entertainment thru and thru. You've seen your birth, your life, your dealth, you might recall all of the rest. (did you have a good world when you died?) enough to base a movie on?
I know I've been gone forever and a day but even if no one reads this I need to vent. My job is going great and Nat and I have been up to all sorts of fun and exciting things but it has been a rough past week and a bit. I came home today after some unpleasantness and wrote this out about the last lil while. In the last week and a bit an old friend of mine committed suicide, we visited Nats dying grandfather in the hospital, my fav uncle died and we lost friends. Like I said alot to happen in one week. Throw some family bullshit on top and ARG!! Anyways...
In the last few days I saw what happens at the end of hope
when one can't see past the pain
when there's no peace to be found
I saw what happens when misery
is the driving force
In the last few days I saw what happens at the end of love
when one only knows the past
when there's fear in too many moments
I saw what happens when illness and age take over
and one loses self and loved ones to a confused mind
In the last few days I saw what happens at the end of friendship
when theres too much history to have a future
when trust and bonds are broken
I saw what happens when it becomes too hard
to keep caring
In the last few days I saw what happens at the end of life
when one is too tired to continue
when one has found peace
I saw what happens when one gets to go home
to his beloved
so much to be seen in only a few days
In the last few days I saw what happens at the end of hope
when one can't see past the pain
when there's no peace to be found
I saw what happens when misery
is the driving force
In the last few days I saw what happens at the end of love
when one only knows the past
when there's fear in too many moments
I saw what happens when illness and age take over
and one loses self and loved ones to a confused mind
In the last few days I saw what happens at the end of friendship
when theres too much history to have a future
when trust and bonds are broken
I saw what happens when it becomes too hard
to keep caring
In the last few days I saw what happens at the end of life
when one is too tired to continue
when one has found peace
I saw what happens when one gets to go home
to his beloved
so much to be seen in only a few days





















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