I've been having a rather fucked up reoccurring dream for a few weeks now and it struck again last night.

I'm sitting around doing nothing noteworthy in particular when I touch my teeth. One of them feels loose or I feel some foreign object (In last nights dream it was wire sticking out from under my teeth) and I poke at it or pull on the wire until the tooth falls out. Than the same thing with more teeth...and more...and more. Than I start to realize I'm losing all my teeth and panic sets in but I keep poking and prodding until they're all gone. One time in particular, my teeth didn't fall out but instead, cracked or shattered as soon as I touched them. Ugh. For some reason, this nightmare doesn't ever wake me up. It just seems to seamlessly blend into other dreams. I also have a hard time remembering dreams but with this one, I always have to actually check to see my teeth are still there when I wake up and it haunts me for the rest of the day.

odd. odd. odd.

I'm also back in one of those everything-is-backwards neurotic-as-fuck total-mess-of-a-boy moods. Elliott Smith is making me happy. Well...maybe not quite happy, but... almost content, which is actually quite an improvement. Everything feels so goddamn stagnant and I've lost all interest in fixing it. I keep getting the urge to run away from everything. Montreal, San Francisco, Vancouver, Portland... just keep driving till my credit card is maxed out and than...I don't know. Who knows, maybe somewhere along the way I'd find something that makes sense.

Fini:



Hapy happy happy!

First tattoo. After 4 hours of work riddled with technical difficulties It's about halway done. It will eventually be colored in as in the second image.

After not shaving for 2 weeks I realized I was starting to grow a weird split moustache. This leads me to believe I am meant to become a supervillain, pirate, or British aristocrat. Now I just need a hidden lair, talking parrot, or a monocle.

I didn't get tagged by anybody for this but regardless, here's 20 random facts about me.

1. When I was little I wanted to be a garbageman
2. I'm completely deaf in my right ear
3. I'm addicted to cigarettes though I've never smoked one
4. I had my first relationship at 18 and didn't go on a typical date 'til far later
5. Every Thursday night I play dodgeball and drink with anywhere from 30-60 people in an empty parking lot in the middle of Chicago
6. I own far too many brightly colored blazers
7. My first celebrity crush was Natalie Portman in Leon: The Professional
8. I once met Chuck Norris
9. I once had a Freaks and Geeks marathon all by myself
10. At least half of my tshirts are from threaless.com. I can't help it Everytime there's a 10$ sale I have to grab at least 4.
11. I didn't meet my father for the first time until I was 9
12. I started 3rd grade at an all English school without knowing a word of the language
13. I hate my birthday and the week around itbecause it reminds me of the biggest mistake I think I ever made
14. I didn't learn how to ride a bike until I was 10.
15. When I was 5, I helped my aunt raise a badly burnt hedhgehog she found after a huge forest fire in Poland.
16. My dream pet is a skunk.
17. My grandpa spent a considerable amoutn of time at Dachau, the worst work camp of World War II
18. The worst birthday gift I ever received was a 1inch Static-X, a band I never liked, button from my best friend
19. I have a fear of ledges
20. The first cd I ever baught was the Pochahantas sountrack

I finally fixed both my bikes.
I'm quite excited as I've wanted to start biking everyday again
I've been feeling quite neurotic lately and exercise helps stabilize my moods a bit and makes me a whole lot less lazy overall.
I can't wait for critical mass in August. Should be a blast.