Well, dang....It's been over a month since I've posted and now I need to renew my membership...best $29 I've ever spent lol.

Anyways, there's lots to update....there's been some crazyness going on lately.


Well, Kara's realy good, she got her two month shots and is almost 13lbs of adorableness. We also have been doing a lot of work on the house, painting and landscaping. Well, Matt's been doing most of the landscaping because he enjoys the outside stuff when I don't. I like being outside but, not so much the hard labor aspect.

On a more annoying note, my purse got stolen out of my car, by some was I'm assuming a south suburb punk looking for money for alcohol or weed. They took all my money, my IDs, debit card ALL of my makeup because I had gone from work to my Aunt's for a party with the baby right after work. And to top it off, Kara's first ultrasound photos. So to the person who stole my purse, I hope you have to watch your grandma get raped by an iron dick since you've stolen the first photo's I have of my first child. She'll never be able to see those because you're a big enough piece of shit to just not take my money but, pretty much my whole life. If you're a girl, I hope your first born hates you and your pregnancy ruins you and if you're a guy I also hope your first born hates you and your wife is a horrid cunt of a woman and makes your life miserable.

Whew. I feel a little better.

I'm also back at work which is fine but, my one boss is hellbent on making everyone's life miserable. Lacey and I want to send some people on a boat to nowhere. Him included.

Matt's been good, we hit a rough patch where I thought that maybe this whole situation wasn't going to work out like I had wanted it to but, I'm trying and I think he is too.

I've come to realize that maybe I let things get to me too much and it makes me kinda bitchy. I mean...

Well, dang....It's been over a month since I've posted and now I need to renew my membership...best $29 I've ever spent lol.

Anyways, there's lots to update....there's been some crazyness going on lately.


Well, Kara's realy good, she got her two month shots and is almost 13lbs of adorableness. We also have been doing a lot of work on the house, painting and landscaping. Well, Matt's been doing most of the landscaping because he enjoys the outside stuff when I don't. I like being outside but, not so much the hard labor aspect.

On a more annoying note, my purse got stolen out of my car, by some was I'm assuming a south suburb punk looking for money for alcohol or weed. They took all my money, my IDs, debit card ALL of my makeup because I had gone from work to my Aunt's for a party with the baby right after work. And to top it off, Kara's first ultrasound photos. So to the person who stole my purse, I hope you have to watch your grandma get raped by an iron dick since you've stolen the first photo's I have of my first child. She'll never be able to see those because you're a big enough piece of shit to just not take my money but, pretty much my whole life. If you're a girl, I hope your first born hates you and your pregnancy ruins you and if you're a guy I also hope your first born hates you and your wife is a horrid cunt of a woman and makes your life miserable.

Whew. I feel a little better.

I'm also back at work which is fine but, my one boss is hellbent on making everyone's life miserable. Lacey and I want to send some people on a boat to nowhere. Him included.

Matt's been good, we hit a rough patch where I thought that maybe this whole situation wasn't going to work out like I had wanted it to but, I'm trying and I think he is too.

I've come to realize that maybe I let things get to me too much and it makes me kinda bitchy. I mean what girl isn't a bitch but, maybe I need to just make an even bigger effort to be as nice as possible. Of course, as long as it's returned with the same effort on his part. He always used to say that I was miserable which I really wasn't sometimes I don't feel like I was getting the respect I deserved since I do make a huge effort to make our lives as perfect, well maybe not perfect but as smooth sailing as possible. I just felt a little under appreciated. Now it's better, the past week I've been really trying to make a solid effort to be happy and nice and the way I used to be. Motherhood and pregnancy really took a mental toll on me especially since I was working in a high stress situation...low stress workload high stress co-workers. I think we're on the right track.

It was also my first mother's day last Sunday which was nice, I spent it with my mom and grandma then Matt and I went to his Aunt Diane's to see his Grandma K. Which was fun, but we were both so tired. Even though it was a little late because Matt had to order it from Jared I got this awesome Pandora bracelet.





I also fully intend that I do something like this above our bedroom. Anyone have any good suggestions as to what to put? Nothing stupid though lol.


This is by far one of my favourite HIM songs. Even though I'm partial to older stuff since I've been a listener for over a decade now. I even have a heartagram tattooed on my foot and the rest of my lower back piece features the heartagram and 2 roses.


A rarity....me with long waterfall curls.


I miss that my hair was still like this....it was so me.


Recognize. lol! Love this


My new ring...this pale skin will be gone soon enough...I'm gonna start spray tanning just because I've never been tan in my whole life...and I'm incredibly curious.


I kinda want this tattooed on me, but I wouldn't know where to do it....I just love this picture of her.


This is my next body mod I'm going to be doing....it looks awesome.