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LONG time no blog. I've still been pretty active here with groups but I haven't been blogging so what's new with me? Nothing much! Wedding is less than 2 months from now so I'm pretty excited about that. My lil' brother just asked his fantastic girlfriend to marry him and she said yes.
Most recently however I had a pregnanacy scare. I haven't had my period in about 3 months. Due to the implant (which has run out a year ago) screwing with my cycle it was pretty normal for me to go without a period for up to 6 weeks, but 3 months?!?! I knew I probably wasn't pregnant because we're really diligent wit condoms and we haven't had any breakages or slip offs or anything but you can't be to careful right? So off we go to the doctor, I get a test, not pregnant. I thought i would be relieved, I wasn't. I got home and felt this overwhelming sense of sadness. I cried and felt ridiculous but it got a discussion happening with me and my fiance. And it looks like we might start trying after the wedding... Well... Not not trying at least. Let nature take it's course. See what happens.
Most people have dreams to become a doctor, or lawyer or actor. My dream has always been to be a mother and I'm excited. I really hope it happens naturally.
LONG time no blog. I've still been pretty active here with groups but I haven't been blogging so what's new with me? Nothing much! Wedding is less than 2 months from now so I'm pretty excited about that. My lil' brother just asked his fantastic girlfriend to marry him and she said yes.
Most recently however I had a pregnanacy scare. I haven't had my period in about 3 months. Due to the implant (which has run out a year ago) screwing with my cycle it was pretty normal for me to go without a period for up to 6 weeks, but 3 months?!?! I knew I probably wasn't pregnant because we're really diligent wit condoms and we haven't had any breakages or slip offs or anything but you can't be to careful right? So off we go to the doctor, I get a test, not pregnant. I thought i would be relieved, I wasn't. I got home and felt this overwhelming sense of sadness. I cried and felt ridiculous but it got a discussion happening with me and my fiance. And it looks like we might start trying after the wedding... Well... Not not trying at least. Let nature take it's course. See what happens.
Most people have dreams to become a doctor, or lawyer or actor. My dream has always been to be a mother and I'm excited. I really hope it happens naturally.
Most recently however I had a pregnanacy scare. I haven't had my period in about 3 months. Due to the implant (which has run out a year ago) screwing with my cycle it was pretty normal for me to go without a period for up to 6 weeks, but 3 months?!?! I knew I probably wasn't pregnant because we're really diligent wit condoms and we haven't had any breakages or slip offs or anything but you can't be to careful right? So off we go to the doctor, I get a test, not pregnant. I thought i would be relieved, I wasn't. I got home and felt this overwhelming sense of sadness. I cried and felt ridiculous but it got a discussion happening with me and my fiance. And it looks like we might start trying after the wedding... Well... Not not trying at least. Let nature take it's course. See what happens.
Most people have dreams to become a doctor, or lawyer or actor. My dream has always been to be a mother and I'm excited. I really hope it happens naturally.