Hope you all had a lovely Xmas and happy new year!

my wonderful mother got me tickets to Disneyland Paris for my 21st, coming up in Feb, HOW AMAZING I can celebrate getting older with feeling about 12 again!!

also check out my band and share the SG love!

www.myspace.com/creaturesofloveband

love to all xxxxxxx

BORED BORED BORED! im counting down the hours till i get to leave work for 2 weeks at home!!!!!!! Can't wait to see my mummy!!!! road trip from London to Bournemouth AHOY!

any interesting xmas/new year plans anyone?
i always find new years a let down, I need one to remember!

love and Christmas wishes to all

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hello all, haven't posted in a while sooo....

i've been putting loads of effort into my band, Creatures Of Love, lately, recorded our EP and been gigging around London. can't wait till i have the finished CD.
only problem is my band mate is going through a really shit time, his gf broke up with him and he's taken it terribly (baring in mind they were together for 2 months - not exactly epic) anyway, i was at a photoshoot with him last night and let slip that i saw her facebook status change to "in a relationship" ... he went mental and started shouting at me for telling him. I feel like such a dick for saying anything, i should have kept my big mouth shut but i wanted to be honest. now he's being all suicidal and i feel awful, like it's my fault!!!!

had a lovely weekend taking my brother to Alton Towers for his 12th birthday! he is so fearless and i was a nervous wreck taking him on the rollercoasters :/ xxxxxxxxxx

Hello everybody!

back from Sonisphere, it was very very fun! none of my bands were playing this year, so just got to chill watching some of my fave bands - NINE INCH NAILS

A little contest for you - my band "Creatures of Love" are getting a lot of record label interest and basically we need a logo! so... i thought it might be nice for a suicide girl/ hopeful/ member to design one for me and then it would be used on a national press campaign, websites, album artwork, t-shirts the whole shabang! i won't be able to offer payment for it yet, but you'd get full credit for the design and through this the op to work with many other bands! so its a pretty good oppertunity!

the basics:-

PM me designs/ideas or i'll give you my personal email add to send them to

*the band name is "CREATURES OF LOVE" the design MUST include this
*its a 2 piece band (guy and girl)
*think mythical/folky, incorporate the idea of creatures
*it can be saucy, i am a member of SG after all
*the music style is electronic/industrial

thanks lovely's xxxxxxxxxxx

work work work yawn yawn yawn! im getting sick of this routine!!! the other girl working in my office has been a pain in the arse, i got her the job in September when my boss needed a stand in temp PA, anyway she ended up getting the job full time cos his previous PA left and now she has become so self assured and empowered that she really thinks shes head of the company. i cant take it when she tries to delegate to me, because SHE IS NOT MY BOSS and she seems to forget that at the end of the day i got her the job and shes just a PA. GRRRR!

think im going back to uni for a bit and concentrate on making music in my band, generally just enjoy being 20 and have fun, i dont want to waste being young i guess!

i also have a very stupid obsession of digging through my boyfriends past stuff, like emails etc, i no its ridiculous and stalkerish its just that i stumbled across some stuff before (that was by accident) that was really out of character for him and i got so curious to see more, it doesnt help that his ex seems to have a vendetta about me - posting horrible things on facebook saying that im a nazi and look jewish????? WTF?! wierd "insults"/"rubbish claims"!
i just hate that past relationships have really given me trust issues, and im more in love than i ever have been and i dont want to fuck up things by being insecure about his past!

please be weekend NOW! XXXXXX

My boss was away for a month but now he's back! it was bliss while he was away, i literally browsed suicide girls all day at the same time as getting my work done! heaven!

so much has happened this month, it was my sisters 18th, she came up to London for a makeover and photos, mine are up on here, i'll put hers on too soon, as she's stunning, looks nothing like me ha! my little brother fell off our trampoline at home and broke his arm in 2 places it was horrible to see him crying like that, but glad i was in Bournemouth to take him to A&E!

Also i have a psycho flat mate, a couple of months ago she competely trashed my room, writing all over the walls, ceiling, my furniture and for no aparrant reason other than i couldnt meet up with her on a night out, or rather she came out too late to get in a club i was already at!!! then she came in at 4am the other morning and played music so loud it shook the flat, this went on till about 7am till i hear her running at my door and coming in, kicking my boyfriends photohraphy equipment across the floor and running away - childish prick! gladly she has gone home for the summer and i cant wait till i can be well and truly rid of her!

anyway rant over haha, hope all of you are enjoying the sun xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hello all

hope you all had a nice bank holiday!

I decided to go to a nudist beach yesterday in Haystings, walked about 4 miles to get to it and then it pissed it down with rain, thunder and lightning the whole time haha! felt pretty amazing to be naked in a storm tho! ... then came the treck back which wasnt so fun! but on a nice day I reccommend it to all of you! theres a naturist leisure centre in Kent that looks wicked too, so definitely going to try that out at some point! enough about naturism anyway, haha, on with the dull working week

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