ok, so i've realized i'm better off without someone who doesn't feel as if they deserve a decent guy (despite her stated desire of otherwise). It still hurts and feels like salt and lemon juice being poured in an open wound, but thanks for the perspective peepz. I hope she realizes the folly of her decision before she ends up like my sister though. It's hard to be with or like someone who doesn't like themself.

Now i just have to get out there and meet somebody that i can hold hands with, cuddle with, have fun with, and give serious deep dicking to (hahaha).

Oh well...me tired so g'night and sleep tight all...or good morning/afternoon/evening to whoever reads this at whatever time.

Happy Easter everybody.