ok...so i read somedbody's journal today and they said sinse it's spring time they felt compelled to write happy stuff....well i'm not happy right now.
So, i'm gonna do my first attempt at poetry in about 8 years. Pardon the amateurishness of this, but ii'm pretty much typing to air anyways....
Why did you kiss me?
If you weren't ready
A kiss isn't just a kiss to me
Maybe i'm old fashioned that way...
Why can't it work?
If you like me and i, you
A job is just a job to me
Maybe it wasn't meant to be that way...
Why did you lead me on?
If you didn't want to give that impression
Feelings aren't just feelings to me
Maybe lonliness isn't supposed to end that way...
Why did you play me?
If that's not what you wanted to do
Playing isn't very playfu to me
Maybe I shouldn't have hoped that way...
I guess i sorta knew the dangers of things going into it. But i hoped it could have worked out (it worked for my bro) or that she would have let it work out. I'm a nice guy, she's a nice girl, i like her and she likes me....so what's the problem? I'm not like the other jackasses she's dated. Why would she be willing to put up with them and see if they would work out, but not with me? What's wrong with me? Or, more pointedly, i guess, what's wrong with her? Fuck it!
I'm just so tired of being alone and soooooo tired of being so close, but so far away from something good happening relationship-wise.to me. I have plenty of friends but no-one to complete me or at least cuddle with and have fun. Maybe i'm putting too much stock in having a girlfriend...but people who've had relationships can afford the luxury of being able to say that. Every time i think i'm there it slips through my fingers,
Well on the bright side...South park is brilliantly funny, tactless and satirical as usual and i'm laughing my ass off at it. a good chuckle can do the spirits much methinx
peace out
So, i'm gonna do my first attempt at poetry in about 8 years. Pardon the amateurishness of this, but ii'm pretty much typing to air anyways....
Why did you kiss me?
If you weren't ready
A kiss isn't just a kiss to me
Maybe i'm old fashioned that way...
Why can't it work?
If you like me and i, you
A job is just a job to me
Maybe it wasn't meant to be that way...
Why did you lead me on?
If you didn't want to give that impression
Feelings aren't just feelings to me
Maybe lonliness isn't supposed to end that way...
Why did you play me?
If that's not what you wanted to do
Playing isn't very playfu to me
Maybe I shouldn't have hoped that way...
I guess i sorta knew the dangers of things going into it. But i hoped it could have worked out (it worked for my bro) or that she would have let it work out. I'm a nice guy, she's a nice girl, i like her and she likes me....so what's the problem? I'm not like the other jackasses she's dated. Why would she be willing to put up with them and see if they would work out, but not with me? What's wrong with me? Or, more pointedly, i guess, what's wrong with her? Fuck it!
I'm just so tired of being alone and soooooo tired of being so close, but so far away from something good happening relationship-wise.to me. I have plenty of friends but no-one to complete me or at least cuddle with and have fun. Maybe i'm putting too much stock in having a girlfriend...but people who've had relationships can afford the luxury of being able to say that. Every time i think i'm there it slips through my fingers,
Well on the bright side...South park is brilliantly funny, tactless and satirical as usual and i'm laughing my ass off at it. a good chuckle can do the spirits much methinx
peace out
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obsidian_:
at least you don't work with lotsa lotsa hicks...it's horrid..but semi entertaining...i think I'm getting a job in Baldwin soon
quijybo:
hahahahahahahahaha.