The mind is such a mean beast, eating at ones heart. Being in love can be a joy and a hell all at once.
My worst enemy stares at me every morning in the mirror. .. If only I could separate some of those emotions and fears but then what would become of my strengths?

Will I forever be alone? I just want someone to share life with.

Why does the past hurt me soul..? She still comes to me in my dreams but they are nightmares when I wake. I miss her soo

I wish there was a blue pill....some times not knowing is the best..

To all my friends in Oz stay safe..

ALL HAIL THE PUMPKIN KING...

Think of all my ghosts...missing all my friends that are gone

Does this road go any where?

Am very very sad...my friend has cancer on top of her systemic lupus,
she had to have a double mastectomy. She was a 36DD and a Dancer.
I just don't know how to coupe, am happy she is ok for now, but how is it going to be for such a beautiful woman to lose part of her that identified her so much. I just cant image what she is going to be going through now.
I think am taking it harder then she is. Just can't stop think about her.

http://www.networkofstrength.org

http://www.breastcancer.org

http://www.lupus.org

I remember a time when the world was large.
Everything around me was always on the counter top.
Things where out of reach without a stool or me standing on my tippy toes.
There was one thing that was bigger then all.
I could always reach it and even on my tippy toes.
I knew you would kneel down and pick me up.
Many things change in life,
Not always for the better and not always for the bad.
But on thing will never change.
You will always be my dad and I will always be that little boy looking up on tippy toes.

Either you are doing or you are dieing.