Ok so tax season is here and i've finally got all my crap together. Got the W-2 for both jobs, and the paper work from school and i'm quite happy with the numbers. Now its just filing it all and waiting for the check which i'm trying to decide what to do with it. Easy thing would be to invest it all but part of me is like Fuck that dude blow it on tattoos and fancy gadgets and gizmos. There is just so many choices floating around out there in my mind so only time will tell if its a wise choice or one that allows me to share in only a quick glimmer of happiness and joy before crashing back into boredom and moneyless.

On another note i'm trying to do the teachings in this new book i need to work on. ITs called the Artists Way and i'm wanting to do this but damn-it it wants me to write in a book every single day 3 full pages and i hate writing. I know its going to help and i just like whining here to myself and to this journal but damn dude writing sucks. Its what holds me back from writing a book anyway. I'm going to try this starting tomorrow, i'll wake at 6:00 am write til 6:30 then i shall head off to the GYM for an hour or so and then the day will be open to try and open my mind to the painting and drawing i very much need to do. Its been so long and i'm tired of this Writers block holding me back i'm going to get over it this year because i have to.. if i don't i'll suffocate and die. Not literally of course but you know what i mean.

Ok so tax season is here and i've finally got all my crap together. Got the W-2 for both jobs, and the paper work from school and i'm quite happy with the numbers. Now its just filing it all and waiting for the check which i'm trying to decide what to do with it. Easy thing would be to invest it all but part of me is like Fuck that dude blow it on tattoos and fancy gadgets and gizmos. There is just so many choices floating around out there in my mind so only time will tell if its a wise choice or one that allows me to share in only a quick glimmer of happiness and joy before crashing back into boredom and moneyless.

On another note i'm trying to do the teachings in this new book i need to work on. ITs called the Artists Way and i'm wanting to do this but damn-it it wants me to write in a book every single day 3 full pages and i hate writing. I know its going to help and i just like whining here to myself and to this journal but damn dude writing sucks. Its what holds me back from writing a book anyway. I'm going to try this starting tomorrow, i'll wake at 6:00 am write til 6:30 then i shall head off to the GYM for an hour or so and then the day will be open to try and open my mind to the painting and drawing i very much need to do. Its been so long and i'm tired of this Writers block holding me back i'm going to get over it this year because i have to.. if i don't i'll suffocate and die. Not literally of course but you know what i mean.