
age: 32 (Oct 01, 1980)
MEMBER SINCE: June 2002
occupation: Hel's Harem Boy / Stacie's Fanboy Bitch (oh, this should be fun.. can't you see it when my two sides meet up in my head?)
gets me hot: I'm male, so it generally don't take much (but at least I'm honest...)
sign: Libra
stats: intense and stately
crush: Lil' ebil. But she lives 5 hours away :( damn it...
i lost my virginity: And it sucked. Thank GOD I learned since then *shaking head in shame*
body mods: piercings- ears (blah, boring) tattoos- Shoulder wrap angel. I'm soon to get a matching devil for the other shoulder.
into: trouble usually. Hot tea (b/c iced tea is gross), hawaiian sweet bread, finding new music, and my bed (Pima sheets, down comforter, and vellum blanket. cost me almost $200 but is the most comfortable place to sleep in the world.)
fantasy: For my mind not to be too clogged with alcohol while making my profile to come up with a good fantasy. Oh, damn it...
why i did sg: Beautiful women that you cannot find elsewhere. Unless you live in Portland, but that's beside the point...
It was pretty bad. No, it was really bad. But it was a part of my life. A part of my life I got past, a chapter now closed. Do not worry, whatever toll it took on me only forged me to be even tougher in the future.
And that is what is waiting for me: the future. Now, with that outlook, I had to fight my impulse. I mean, let's face it, I'm on my way out, you figure this would be the point where I air any grievances I would have with the site or the way things are run here. But, to be honest, that's counterproductive. I would rather take this time to look back on the beauty I have seen from this site. The community I became a part of. People's responses when I first introduced the idea of "journal bombing". The first time I got a pink post in my journal. Being chosen as a Harem member. Chugging beers while in chat to see if I could get under 10 seconds. Talking and learning about all of you. It was a hell of a good ride.
But as I said, the chapters close and people move on, as will I for the time being. I guess at best, I should say to wish me luck in my new start with my new fiance. You will all be missed.
-Colin a.k.a. LJS



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