Bought the new Doves CD Some Cities, today. Not too bad not as good as The Last Picture Show but still enjoy it.
Getting very sick of taking care of my mother. She is intent on not doing anything for hreself. Just expects me to put my life on hold with no end in sight . She doesent follow treatment recomendations of doctors. I'm just plaine fed up. She refuses to get proper treatment for her depression and looks for any excuse not to do what she needs to.
This is compounded by the fact that she lives out in the middle of nowhere, where I have little chance of a decent job let alone a job period. I'm pissed off 24 hours a day here and I need to get the hell out of here.Trapped between what I need, and the wellbeing of my mom, someone I do care for. She has done alot for me. But by the same token is literaly driving me nuts.
Fuck Fuck Fuck
Getting very sick of taking care of my mother. She is intent on not doing anything for hreself. Just expects me to put my life on hold with no end in sight . She doesent follow treatment recomendations of doctors. I'm just plaine fed up. She refuses to get proper treatment for her depression and looks for any excuse not to do what she needs to.
This is compounded by the fact that she lives out in the middle of nowhere, where I have little chance of a decent job let alone a job period. I'm pissed off 24 hours a day here and I need to get the hell out of here.Trapped between what I need, and the wellbeing of my mom, someone I do care for. She has done alot for me. But by the same token is literaly driving me nuts.
Fuck Fuck Fuck