With the start of every new year, one can't help but reflect back over the past year. And years past. Finding life not all that fulfilling, I've been looking at past decisions, but not having regrets. Sometimes I ask for a sign to be shown to me. To let me know which path to take when the road forks. Most of the time, the sign is subtle...and I realize I took the wrong path. No place to U-turn...so I must go on.
I asked for a sign of what to do with life and what could be on my horizon. I got a sign 2:41am...LOUD AND CLEAR...lol....I fell asleep with the TV on, like I normally do. Woke up to the words "Just get married!!!"....It was one of those late night television preachers...Ed Young is his name. Needless to say this freaked me out. He quoted several scriptures that I don't remember. He also threw out the demographic of 32-50 year old single men. Stating that those men, are single by choice. Which freaked me out even more...lol
I've thought twice in past that I met the girl I would marry. Neither one panned out, for one reason or another. I don't think I'm single by choice. I am a social retard...so maybe it is by choice on some level. Who knows?!?!?! Or maybe I just haven't met the proverbial "ONE". Or even worse I have met her...and didn't take my chance to find out. Sounding like a bad episode of "How I met your Mother" here...lol
If my one is out there, then I hope I find her. If she I've met her already, then I hope our paths cross again.

Hearing this late night preacher made me think of Ron White and part of his comedy routine...He starts out...
"I was sitting in a bean bag chair, naked, eating cheetos, when one of those night Televanglist preacher fellas comes on the TV. Preacher says, "have you been drinking?"
Ron chuckles and says,"yeah."
Preacher asks,"Have you been pursuing temptation of the flesh?'
Ron says a little bit louder,"Yes, sir!!!"
Preacher asks," Are you sitting naked in bean bag chair, eating cheetos???"
Ron gets down on his knees in front of the TV and yells, "YES SIR!!!"
Preacher proceeds," Do you feel the need to send me $1000 dollars???"
Ron says,"Whew, thought he was talking to me for a minute"

I guess all things being what the are we can always see signs where we want to find them. But gotta keep a look out...never know where one will appear.