Depression is a weird weird fucker, innit?
I've been so horribly down over the last few days that I've had constant thoughts on hurting myself and taking my own life because of the hurting and (apparently) endless sadness I was feeling... But like most things, there is a light at the end of the tunnel and I seem to have made it out the other side today.
Depression is such a fucking horrible disease, it can hinder you from doing so much and even stop you from helping yourself. The lack of energy and drive just puts a halt to fucking everything and makes you look like your being lazy and just can't be bothered when in most cases, this is far from the truth.
I really hate it when people push their views on depression on to those who suffer, like proper angers me. I know people who are literally like "Oh well, move on, cheer up, sort your fucking self out" Really? just because you can't see what is wrong with the person, does that mean they are suffering? Just because you can't see a cancerous growth on someone, does that mean they aren't suffering? No, no it fucking doesn't, so why treat people with mental disorders with such disrespect? ERGH!
Anyways, on to the pictures promised.
Here are a "few" of the pictures taken while Charlotte, Lottey, Toby and I went to Wales last week.
WARNING!! Heavy heavy amount of pictures :-)
I've been so horribly down over the last few days that I've had constant thoughts on hurting myself and taking my own life because of the hurting and (apparently) endless sadness I was feeling... But like most things, there is a light at the end of the tunnel and I seem to have made it out the other side today.
Depression is such a fucking horrible disease, it can hinder you from doing so much and even stop you from helping yourself. The lack of energy and drive just puts a halt to fucking everything and makes you look like your being lazy and just can't be bothered when in most cases, this is far from the truth.
I really hate it when people push their views on depression on to those who suffer, like proper angers me. I know people who are literally like "Oh well, move on, cheer up, sort your fucking self out" Really? just because you can't see what is wrong with the person, does that mean they are suffering? Just because you can't see a cancerous growth on someone, does that mean they aren't suffering? No, no it fucking doesn't, so why treat people with mental disorders with such disrespect? ERGH!
Anyways, on to the pictures promised.
Here are a "few" of the pictures taken while Charlotte, Lottey, Toby and I went to Wales last week.
WARNING!! Heavy heavy amount of pictures :-)
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Anyways, I'm sure ASP will come through at some point hun. That new tune is a fucking banger! I'm gonna pm you hun so we can chat about Metal and such :-)