Set is live!!!!!!
So excited to be back up on SG!

In other news,
I'm moving in three weeks! From my small town to a BIG city. I can't wait.
My son and I are gonna be city slickers. Who knew??!
We found a house with enough bedrooms for both of us AND a studio. HEAVEN.
I don't need a lot of space to be happy, just enough for my art.

What do you need in your home to keep you happy?

xoxo

I'm baaaaack.

Now that I'm all settled into motherhood, I finally have some time for me again.
So here I am. New set in Member Review on July 21st at 3:00am!!!!

In the meantime, check out my staff denied set here

xoxoxoxoxoxo

Klied

Found some old photos from my modelling young days. Thought I'd share a little.

Posted a new set to Member Review today.
It's self-shot.
It's not very good.
I just wanted to give y'all something to look at while you wait (so very patiently) for the set I keep promising I'll put up.
Anyways, look for it in the next couple weeks in hopefulls.
LOVE!
Klied

so it's saturday. and it's the first time since tuesday that i've gotten off my moms couch (where i've been staying since the problem started with my fiance and I) and gotten dressed. i've been in the same spot for 4 days straight and wearing the same sweatpants and tank. i feel like a new woman.
this must be a good thing right?
i'm hoping some friends will ask me to go out tonight, or else i'll probably just sink back into my funk, feeling like i got all dressed and shit for nothing. wasted energy.
so wish me luck.
xoxo
klied

So my man and I are still trying to figure things out.
I've been reading this book

The Mastery of Love by don Miguel Ruiz.
I'd read the Four agreements

also by him a few years ago and it changed my life. But I think I forgot alot of what was in it.
The Mastery of Love is more of a guide to relationships, where the Four Agreements is for life in general.

The book is really helping me to realize that most of my problems in this relationship are my own doing. I've been expecting too much of him, and wanting to fix his problems for him. I've been expecting him to do things my way, and that's not fair. People have to be able to deal with things their own way. We can't expect them to do things our way and by wishing they would, we just cause problems.
In order to have a relationship that works, we have to accept our partner for who they are and everything that they are. And I love my man, through and through. I have to start understanding that he is him, and I am me, and we will do things differently our whole lives. No 2 people are the same.

Anyways, I'm rambling now.
Have any of you read either of those book? What did you think?
If you haven't read them, I suggest you do. They are incredible.

xoxo,
Klied

I feel like a toad.
I promised a set and I have yet to deliver.
I DID shoot it, and it's been waiting downtown for me to pick it up forever now.
Life got pretty hectic over the last month or 2 and I've been feeling like I'm in a downhill spiral. That sort of thing tends to make me procrastinate and lose interest.
However, I'm trying to work my way back up the spiral and maybe to an even higher place than I was at before. Depression is the pits, and it's gonna be old news soon.
Anyways, to sum that up, the set will be headed for SG review very soon and if declined, on to you cats shortly there after. As soon as I get the disk i'll post a couple spoilers for y'all.

So i've been in and out of my relationship the past week. Neither of us can make up our minds whats best for us. We got engaged in November and we just moved into the house his parents let us fix up and keep 2 weeks ago. You'd think everything was spanky. But I think we spend too much time together and started to get on each other's nerves. We were fighting so much I thought we might kill each other.
We're taking some time off now, a breather I guess. I've been staying at my moms place the past few days and probably for another week at least.
After that we'll see how we feel.
Some positive news though is my brother says, if Justin and i don't get back together, I can move East to Edmonton and live with him. A fresh start may be just what I need if this all goes sour.

Changed my hair. Got extentions. Whatcha think?

I'm going to try to update more often. I know I've probably said that before, but I really really am.

I guess that's all for now.
xoxo
Klied

Guess what Klied did??!!
A new shoot to submit to SG. I have them in my hot little hands. gonna submit them on monday. Soooo, hopefully you'll see them on the front page soon, if not in hopefulls, again..........but i hope not.
xoxo

Last night (November 21 2008) Justin proposed to me.

We were driving home from my girlfriend Ria's birthday party when he turns to me and says "Marry me?".

I almost didn't hear him...I guess I just didn't comprehend. I said (thinking he was just asking out of curiosity) "yes I want to marry you".

Then he pulled the truck over, came around to my side, got down on one knee and asked me again. Needless to say, I started to cry and said Yes. He took off my ring (the one he made for me before I moved as a promise) and looked at it saying "I hereby pronounce you engagement ring" and put it back on my finger.

I'd told him before that I didn't want him to ever buy me an engagement ring cause I think they're silly. Spending money for something that's gonna come off when you get married anyways and replaced by another one. Last night he said to me that this ring meant so much more than any he could ever buy anyways. That he'd put love and time and his heart into it. That he knew I didn't want diamonds, and this one was better. It stood for our love. I told him it was perfect because of that, and what I'd said before about not wanting him to buy me one, and also this ring is so me. Diamonds and gold belong to other girls...materialistic ones. Glass is better than diamonds, especially when it was made by my sweet Love. I couldn't ask for anything more, and I wouldn't want it any other way. This is our Ring. It's a promise kept.

He told me he's never loved a girl the way he loves me, and that he feels like I'm the girl he's meant to love. Who he's supposed to be with for the rest of his life. He said he's never felt like that before. He said alot of things that I'll keep for me.

It was the most wonderful night of my life. One I'll never forget. It was everything I'd always dreamed of. It was Perfect.

We set the date. It'll be on June 11 2009. One and a Half years that we've been together (officially). It's going to be beautiful.

I love him so much.

That was my incredible night. I thought I'd share it you!

What happened later is ours alone...