kaylynn

so things have been pretty good lately...all is well with Athena and her father we decided that we probably shouldnt remain as close as we were because we just kept going back to each other when we were lonely and with doing that neither of us were moving on like a persons supposed to...he's still my best friend just we dont go out and party...
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So that asshole i had a child with is actually being great...he's broke up with the stripper (nothing against strippers[i dated one myself...i miss her] but he left me for her so i never bothered learning her name) and has been kissing major ass to get me back...i've been thinking about it for about 2 months now and i'm thinking that one more shot with...
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Soooooo...I had to sell Louise (my ford f-250) she just wasn't the right auto for me with the baby (who won't be a baby as of tomorrow her !st birthday im so proud) so i bought a car for $1000 it's a 95 sunfire and bright fushia its ok but it's nothing like my truck...anyways like i said Athena will be one tomorrow and im...
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he kicked me out...said he never even loved me...god i hate guys sometimes...just kicked me and my daughter out onto the streets luckily there was room at my 'rents house or i'd be shit out of luck...sometimes i wonder why i'm being forced to deal with immature guys ...in the last 3 1/2 years ive been with 2 guys and they have both fucked me...
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WOW!!!!! its been awhile but when you move out on your own money gets tight and the internet is a lux item and paying bills comes first....so i now have a daughter who walks/runs everywhere and is trying to make me even more insane then usually...every other sentence out of my mouth is 'get that out of your mouth' or 'lord have mercy where'd that...
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i am a very excited mommy today...Athena has been attempting to crawl for a week or so and finally she got about 2 days ago but today she decided it was on to the next "step" in her life and proceded to pull herself up useing her walker and by pushing her walker around took her first steps...i know most mothers say this but my...
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i am engaged to be married...July 7th, 2007 (07-07-07)...have been for about 2 months now...i asked him and i just got my ring it's not much but it suits me...ive never been into the huge rocks that some of my friends show off...it's just a simple white gold band with 3 stones on it.

the only horrible thing is ive come to realize im haveing...
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i miss my friends...i now live in a new house in a new town thats in a different county then all my friends and i almost hate it...and since most of my friends are preg they cant come visit me so i'm LONELY...oh so lonely....i sound so emo

i broke my baby toe and it hurts like crazy...its all blue and swollen.

i have the most awesome man in the world sleeping in our king size bed and cant seem to find a reason to get off the damn computer and go up there...i've been feeling so stressed lately...i haven't talked to my "lover" in about 3 weeks and i think thats leading to my stress level going thru the sky...I MISS HER...not only that i miss...
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maybe im out of my mind but i have applied to be a suicidegirl...i must be crazy...my father would kill me if he ever found out but ive always lived in this shell of 'what would my father think?' it's time to get out and show everyone what im made of...it's not like i've never done nude modeling...does for the b/f count????

I've tried to "go with the flow"
but thats just not how I can live
I need to fight the current and be my own person
you try to force me to be exactly what you want me to be
but I never get it right
I make you mad cause I don't do it your way
I take the unbeaten path
and you look...
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