kate_

I've been so busy lately. A new job at Christmas. Boys and sex and drugs. I should be happier than I am.

I can't do this winter thing. Not when there's no snow and I haven't seen the sun for more than ten minutes over the past month. I can't believe I'm missing early November. I love Canada, but I don't know how much more of this I can take.

S took shrooms with me. He loved them, which made both of us happy. I think he almost understood. He's better to me than I am to him. The poor thing.

So much love, I can't take it.