i’m so very sorry, I know I can’t say anything to make you feel better, I wish I could be there with you to cheer you up, if you need to talk, or if there is anything I can do let me know.

Holy shit!! I had just heard of that bad earlier this week. WTF! All the best musicians die young & quick. =/

well the first time he just thought he had lost his wallet, the 2nd time he wasn’t sure I think, but now he knows that some one has taken it, he put it on his dresser before he left, he hasn’t ask for any more money, Monday night I tried to talk to him about it and he was like there is nothing to talk about, it is gone, he just wants it to turn up and was trying to think of a way to make up the money, I told him I don’t need the money, he said he understand that, his thing is there are only 3 of us in the house, I told him I wish I could prove I didn’t do it. The thing is I’m 100% sure the other roommates took it, he doesn’t seem like the kind of guy that would do that, but he was out of work for 6 months, he just got a job about a month ago and has bought a used truck, he still kind of needs the money I think and also that night I saw him go out side, Monday was when the garbage man came, I think he took the wallet, took the money and then took the wallet out to the trash knowing that when the garbage man came all evidence would be gone, this makes me so mad, I hate not being abele to clear my name, I was planning on buying a house and moving anyway, but now I want to get out sooner, I don’t feel comfortable here now.

It does really suck, he seems like a good man, I don’t like seeing people down on there luck, I wish I knew something I could do.


Well I do think she is better off with out him, I just don’t like it that my words are what did it, I wanted her to do it on her own, every thing I said was stuff she knew, I really don’t think he even tried, she said she told him a lot of times she wasn’t happy and he would do something to make s quick fix, but never changed. Plus she is a writer, a singer and an artist, she loves to read and do interesting things, he is a typical guy, watches sports all the time, doesn’t like to read, doesn’t do anything creative, she always knew he wasn’t the guy for her.

Well I hope his band and his friends and family are hanging this lose ok.

That story hit me kind of hard too, although I didn't know Ben at all. Hope things look up for you.

sorry

ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY 2DAY!! im actually ahead of you, i think, if your in the states! its already the 28th here :-) hope you have a happy day!!


sorry to read your blog :-( x