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Happy year of the apocalypse!!!!! lol

Cowboys vs Giants game tonight, hopefully the girly doesnt get tore up and tells our entire section that I am a Cowboys fan lmao

Tattoo coming along nicely, few more weeks worth of appointments and I will post up some pictures.

Ok, so moving on. Things are back to normal, she cried for 3 days, begged and pleaded for me not to leave. Cant just throw it all away, I took her back.

Wednesday starting the other half sleeve, really fucking excited, saw preliminary drawing yesterday, BADASS, cant fucking wait

Ate some of the biggest filet I have EVER seen yesterday, shit was like the size...
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She drunkenly gave me the ring back yesterday ... and was very nasty about it. Everyone gets drunk and does stupid shit, but I think it will always be in the back of my head that she gave it back. She seems as devastated as I am. She was on her hands and knees begging me not to leave her this morning. I dont know...
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Making this quick, too much to do lately ...

Havent had a cigg since August
Contemplating leaving my job and weighing out options ... what to do, what to do
Boss is without a doubt bipolar lol
The gf is still pretty awesome things have worked out amazingly as you will read shortly
Mailbox still attached
Vacation was awesome, gained 15 pounds though, have been...
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Ok, to continue from last time ...

Havent smoke tobacco in 4 weeks. Cravings still there, sometimes overwhelming still.
Work, still a daily shit storm, but am grateful I have a job.
My boss is definetly bipolar.
Weight gain dropped to +7 lbs since quitting. Working out more.
The gf ... still thinks I am mean, I think I am sarcastic and make fun of...
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So there is this abandoned house next to me, broke in 2 months ago and took some random crap. Had a few people over that night and one of the items was this giant candle stick holder looking thing. Had chinese dragons on the bottom, ancient egyptian looking dogs on the dragons, elepahnts on top of them, hell hound looking dogs on top of them,...
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Sick of looking at that last blog, still sad about it, but not gonna go on about it anymore. Too mentally exhausted to really go on about anything else, copying and pasting my facebook post cuz I am in awe of how much this really happens ....

Seriously, what about a full moon makes people bat shit crazy? 3 days leading into one and 3...
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Today was a very sad day ... my little red rocket ... the Subie ... is no longer mine ... traded in for a Honda Ridgeline. I know, its sad and pathetic that I am broken up about a car, I had a longer goodbye with her then I have had with a major majority of my exes. It has been a love affair since...
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One guess where I will be for the next 11 days

And with the first pick in the 2011 rapture .. God takes from the WWE ... The Macho Man Randy Savage!

Guess the world didnt end after all .... fuck .... now I gotta go pay my bills lol