I'm not completely sure, but I think this is the third (maybe fourth) time I've either renewed this account, or returned to SG under a seperate, although strikingly similar guise... It's like anything else of this nature on the net (don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to diminish the unique nature of SG), after a while, you feel like you've seen and read it all... The opinions of those on the boards eventually become redundant and thus tiresome, making even occasional glances nauseating... Like a clean slate of sorts, a new beginning, though at a much smaller level... Given the change that has occurred in my life over the last two years, I wouldn't dare give this too much weight...
It's strange, approaching something with which you are so familiar with different eyes, perceptions that make you shudder at what you once thought to be true... Even things of such a small and seemingly irrelavent scope relative to the broader picture, recognizing such a microcosm oft allows one to reflect on its applicability... Like the last drift of snow from a storm long since past, change is sometimes so subtle only a glipse from what one used to be can force someone to truly recognize the strides they have made...
It's strange, approaching something with which you are so familiar with different eyes, perceptions that make you shudder at what you once thought to be true... Even things of such a small and seemingly irrelavent scope relative to the broader picture, recognizing such a microcosm oft allows one to reflect on its applicability... Like the last drift of snow from a storm long since past, change is sometimes so subtle only a glipse from what one used to be can force someone to truly recognize the strides they have made...