yesterday morning:
I've just had a full blown panic attack for about 9 hours. Actually I'm still pretty much having it mixed with no sleep. Those who know me know what these are like. I'm hurtin. Sam U El was there the whole time helping me through it. For people with disorders like mine this is what makes life hard and painful.
today:
Another sleepless night. Laid in bed all night with my eyes closed and it seemed that just when I might be drifting off an explosion of sparks would go off in my chest. It would feel like 30 minutes went by and it was only 2 minutes. Took half a xanax in the middle of the night that didn't help at all. I'm not sure what to do. My nerves are going haywire. Sam is keeping me grounded but I just want this to stop. I haven't had this much continuous anxiety maybe ever except when I felt like my life flipped up side down and that's not happening right now. Suggestions? I really feel like I need some help.
And my skin always feels like it's burning and I can't seem to eat anything because my stomach is one giant knot
please please please god help me to overcome whats happening inside my body.
I'm so fucking scared. please please please.
I've just had a full blown panic attack for about 9 hours. Actually I'm still pretty much having it mixed with no sleep. Those who know me know what these are like. I'm hurtin. Sam U El was there the whole time helping me through it. For people with disorders like mine this is what makes life hard and painful.
today:
Another sleepless night. Laid in bed all night with my eyes closed and it seemed that just when I might be drifting off an explosion of sparks would go off in my chest. It would feel like 30 minutes went by and it was only 2 minutes. Took half a xanax in the middle of the night that didn't help at all. I'm not sure what to do. My nerves are going haywire. Sam is keeping me grounded but I just want this to stop. I haven't had this much continuous anxiety maybe ever except when I felt like my life flipped up side down and that's not happening right now. Suggestions? I really feel like I need some help.
And my skin always feels like it's burning and I can't seem to eat anything because my stomach is one giant knot
please please please god help me to overcome whats happening inside my body.
I'm so fucking scared. please please please.




























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