I probably have a lot to blog about, but I have so much on my mind I don't know where to start. let's see...

I really hate my job, but for all the reasons I should probably love it. The most I did today was take out the trash and feed my pregnant cat, except for that I wait until something goes wrong and it never does, I have too much time on my hands. I can't go anywhere because I'm always on standby, I've watched all my movies, played all my games, listened all my music to death, played my guitar, bass and keyboard to the point where i 'm just uninspired. Maybe I should start reading Tolstroy or something, but I want to do something inspirational, maybe even physical. I'm afraid that if my situation continues this way I'm going to fall into a spiral of depression or something. I'm so tired of waking up each morning and waiting for something to happen, waiting for the weekend so I can see my girlfriend and party a bit. I stopped smoking weed a while ago thinking that if I'm not stoned all the time I'll be more inspired to do something, but now I'm just sober and bored.

I hate this fucking waiting place where I find myself now, but then I think; It's only a little while longer before I am off to see the world. What the fuck am I to do in the meanwhile?

I probably have a lot to blog about, but I have so much on my mind I don't know where to start. let's see...

I really hate my job, but for all the reasons I should probably love it. The most I did today was take out the trash and feed my pregnant cat, except for that I wait until something goes wrong and it never does, I have too much time on my hands. I can't go anywhere because I'm always on standby, I've watched all my movies, played all my games, listened all my music to death, played my guitar, bass and keyboard to the point where i 'm just uninspired. Maybe I should start reading Tolstroy or something, but I want to do something inspirational, maybe even physical. I'm afraid that if my situation continues this way I'm going to fall into a spiral of depression or something. I'm so tired of waking up each morning and waiting for something to happen, waiting for the weekend so I can see my girlfriend and party a bit. I stopped smoking weed a while ago thinking that if I'm not stoned all the time I'll be more inspired to do something, but now I'm just sober and bored.

I hate this fucking waiting place where I find myself now, but then I think; It's only a little while longer before I am off to see the world. What the fuck am I to do in the meanwhile?