Well I turned 32 a few days ago. Really didn't feel like I had a birthday. First off had to work, cause i didn't get the request off done right in the computer. Second not to sound petty or selfish I really didn't get anything I wanted. Took back the present my mom got me so I could get some shelf speakers for my record player and my sister totally "mailed" in my present with getting a gift card to my comic book store. So I guess I'll take the money I saved this week from comics and apply it to my reserved copy of Mass Effect 3.

Lots of friends wished me well on Face Book, but I still feel very lonely. I often bitch and moan to myself about not having a girlfriend but the thought of going out to try and meet some girl just shuts me down with self doubt. I feel more comfortable with a patient trying to die at work than trying to talk to a girl, how fucked up is that?

One good thing, since I took off about 4 months from running I've maintained my weight from the last time I weighed myself. I'm still huge, but I had felt like I had gained some weight back., it felt good to see that I didn't.

Went for a run the other day 1.6miles, felt good, just a little sore today in the legs.

Well I turned 32 a few days ago. Really didn't feel like I had a birthday. First off had to work, cause i didn't get the request off done right in the computer. Second not to sound petty or selfish I really didn't get anything I wanted. Took back the present my mom got me so I could get some shelf speakers for my record player and my sister totally "mailed" in my present with getting a gift card to my comic book store. So I guess I'll take the money I saved this week from comics and apply it to my reserved copy of Mass Effect 3.

Lots of friends wished me well on Face Book, but I still feel very lonely. I often bitch and moan to myself about not having a girlfriend but the thought of going out to try and meet some girl just shuts me down with self doubt. I feel more comfortable with a patient trying to die at work than trying to talk to a girl, how fucked up is that?

One good thing, since I took off about 4 months from running I've maintained my weight from the last time I weighed myself. I'm still huge, but I had felt like I had gained some weight back., it felt good to see that I didn't.

Went for a run the other day 1.6miles, felt good, just a little sore today in the legs.