Happiest I've been in quite a while.

What's going to happen if Alix visits, she's amazing, we really are in love with each other like we think we are, and in May she moves out here?

Seriously?

I have an amazing job and the start of a life-long, lucrative career. I live in an awesome city in a great part of the world, in a house with some of my best friends. I'm young and (relatively) healthy.

Along comes a woman who I adore, who loves me just as much as I love her, who shares my hobbies and my kinks in the bedroom, who I'm ecstatic about seeing, who I'm proud to introduce to my friends. Add her to the mix.

What's going to happen, exactly?

That's what I'm nervous about. What happens when you get everything you could possibly want, or at least the BIG things?

Happiest I've been in quite a while.

What's going to happen if Alix visits, she's amazing, we really are in love with each other like we think we are, and in May she moves out here?

Seriously?

I have an amazing job and the start of a life-long, lucrative career. I live in an awesome city in a great part of the world, in a house with some of my best friends. I'm young and (relatively) healthy.

Along comes a woman who I adore, who loves me just as much as I love her, who shares my hobbies and my kinks in the bedroom, who I'm ecstatic about seeing, who I'm proud to introduce to my friends. Add her to the mix.

What's going to happen, exactly?

That's what I'm nervous about. What happens when you get everything you could possibly want, or at least the BIG things?