age: 32 (May 31, 1980)
MEMBER SINCE: January 2012
occupation: Culinarian
i lost my virginity: In the living room of the house I grew up in at the age of 15, with the wrong but right girl ...
stats: 3w/2ko/1l
gets me hot: The Union Square Station in mid July...
most humbling moment: Happens often and will again ...
fantasy: Feeling complete enough to meet the right person, or just a good diversion to learn and teach ...
body mods: Lots of awful tattoos and big holes in my ears that, w/o jewelry looks like cat butt, and a broken malformed collarbone from breaking it some years back in a bike racing crash ...
makes me happy: True happiness comes from within but in the interim; good movies, good food, good company, good times, good sex, a nice summer afternoon with a refreshing cocktail sitting outdoors-loose conversation-in your favorite city ...
heroes: Anthony Bourdain, Marcus Samuelsson, Every individual ho endured Jim Crow laws of the south and the north of our troubled but great nation ...
makes me sad: Too much deep thought and worry ...
into: Writing, working, eating well, being fit, self-expression, love, true friendship
It’s beautiful.
Yet I slumber. I disregard the beauty of the morn. I will not rise to meet my day. I delay its start. I stuff my ears with cotton to no longer hear the chatting fowl. Draw my head into the folds of cool linen. The suns false gold is lost on my hidden eye.
If I rise, I must submit membership of existence and all it implies. Duties, obligation, daunting responsibility and expectation the religious conundrum I wish to evade. Instead, I choose the realm of subconscious wandering.
Lost in foolish absurdity I capture stars in my grasp, crumbled in my bare hand they turn to crumbs of sweet wafer. I eat the stars destruction and laugh madly, licking my palm with glee. The night sky of my dream continues to sparkle with sweet wafers for infinite consumption.
In slumber the vast landscape of eternity is my treasure. In this land I am looming and large, a deity—a deity of creation for this land is my creation. It is the realm of my mind. Here, white gold of the sun fills my wallet with the currency of my desire. With it, I purchase the still of dawn. Lavender, violet streams of hue fill my heaven with folds and streaks of silver while the morning star burns my pocket eager to rise. I deny it. I too remain at rest. I will not escape my land of slumber my land of eternal dawn …
Escapism
JA Freeman
2012/4/18


























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