I have been away from here for a little while. A lot of life changes going on.

The Cafe I run is being sold. So it won't be around anymore in a month or two. My boss who I always made excuses for and just dealt with her shit has turned ultra evil on me. She owns another business with her husband and they offered me a job there. It was YAY until they told me the details. Two different positions... one being the same pay, which I have not had a raise in nearly two years... so I am pissed but just like whatever. I guess... The other is less pay... WTF!??!? And both less hours. And the health insurance I get would be taken away until I work there another 6 months!??!?! She has been such a bitch lately. Gave a co worker of mine a huge raise.... and said she was 'valuable' right now. The girl has quit once before and is about to again. I run the place, do orders, make ALL the food, and when she is in Russia for three weeks it is ME in charge. But I am not worthy of a raise. So I started applying for new jobs. I actually have an interview today!!! WHOO!!!! Even if the new job happens to be a little less pay I am ok with that since in a new place I can prove myself and move up within the company!

Other news... I became pregnant, but lost it. But I am now just ok with it. I am not happy, but all things happen for a reason right? And the dude was mad. It wasn't supposed to happen and not with him... but it did. He wanted NOTHING to do with it. It does take two to make a baby. And then all the stress and change with work. I think my body knew it wasn't time. I don't have much to say about that, except a lot has been going on with my life.

Still single and have been for a couple years. A few dates here and there, but nothing keeps my attention long enough. Or the dudes just end up being jack asses. Sometimes I feel like being single makes my life so much easier. No one else to run my life around. Not that I don't enjoy being in a relationship,...

I have been away from here for a little while. A lot of life changes going on.

The Cafe I run is being sold. So it won't be around anymore in a month or two. My boss who I always made excuses for and just dealt with her shit has turned ultra evil on me. She owns another business with her husband and they offered me a job there. It was YAY until they told me the details. Two different positions... one being the same pay, which I have not had a raise in nearly two years... so I am pissed but just like whatever. I guess... The other is less pay... WTF!??!? And both less hours. And the health insurance I get would be taken away until I work there another 6 months!??!?! She has been such a bitch lately. Gave a co worker of mine a huge raise.... and said she was 'valuable' right now. The girl has quit once before and is about to again. I run the place, do orders, make ALL the food, and when she is in Russia for three weeks it is ME in charge. But I am not worthy of a raise. So I started applying for new jobs. I actually have an interview today!!! WHOO!!!! Even if the new job happens to be a little less pay I am ok with that since in a new place I can prove myself and move up within the company!

Other news... I became pregnant, but lost it. But I am now just ok with it. I am not happy, but all things happen for a reason right? And the dude was mad. It wasn't supposed to happen and not with him... but it did. He wanted NOTHING to do with it. It does take two to make a baby. And then all the stress and change with work. I think my body knew it wasn't time. I don't have much to say about that, except a lot has been going on with my life.

Still single and have been for a couple years. A few dates here and there, but nothing keeps my attention long enough. Or the dudes just end up being jack asses. Sometimes I feel like being single makes my life so much easier. No one else to run my life around. Not that I don't enjoy being in a relationship, I so do, but I have to look at the bright side.

Oh, this year is my 10 year high school reunion!!! I am probably going to go, but at the same time not sure. I was never really friends with any of the people I graduated with.... but part of me wants to see how people changed and where they are at now. And some of the people were ok... just ok. We shall see. If I do go, I am sure I will have plenty to write about with that.

Well, that is just a quick up date with me. My life feels a little calmer right now so I can be around a lot more!

Hope you all are well. xoxoxoxoo

Letter writing time!