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OCTOBER 6, 2011 @ 09:41 PM

Ive noticed that no matter what kind of aftercare i receive i seem to get some sort of subdrop every time i leave Sirs side.

i saw him on tuesday night. ive been in a funk since.

i dont know how to explain it..

and then add the other things that are going on right now..

im not in a good place.

i really want to cry right now

legman

Portland, OR

February 2006

OCT 06, 2011 09:47 PM

suispud1

Dallas, TX

January 2010

OCT 06, 2011 09:55 PM

I don't know.....love maybe? If you need (want) to cry right now, It may be best to let it out.

Selene

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

OCT 06, 2011 10:56 PM

Are you in a relationship with him or is it he just your rope guy? (I think I saw a pic that had some naked dude there with ya. hehe)

Rellkin

Burlington, VT

December 2003

OCT 07, 2011 06:57 AM

/Hugs!

MuggleFucker

USA

November 2005

OCT 07, 2011 10:21 AM

when r u going to come and hang out with me ? lets go look at art and eat yummy treats

longlostsapper

Sandusky, OH

January 2010

OCT 07, 2011 10:31 AM

I'm sorry to hear that

JackSalt

Turners Station, KY

February 2004

OCT 07, 2011 04:05 PM

Sometimes a good cry is a good thing.
And oak trees seem to help.
Hope things get better soon

ScareCrowe

HOPEFUL

Springfield, OR

OCT 07, 2011 05:25 PM

whats wrong hun?

JackSalt

Turners Station, KY

February 2004

OCT 07, 2011 05:30 PM

hmm. sorry to hear that. and here I thought you were going to get energized for a nice friday night. I'd say "is there anything I can do", but that sounds kind of foolish from a guy you dont know 2000 miles away.
Still, I hope it gets better. Sounds like maybe a rum and movie night.

JackSalt

Turners Station, KY

February 2004

OCT 07, 2011 07:56 PM

well, I still feel rum may be the answer.

and oak trees.

MuggleFucker

USA

November 2005

OCT 07, 2011 08:27 PM

Sunday is always good for me, we can have a girls day or drag Ian around too ( i do love torturing him)

dmac

Denver, CO

July 2005

OCT 08, 2011 08:21 PM

I totally understand the subdrop. I've had that sensation before and it's a total gut bomb. You're welcome to PM me anytime and we can commiserate a little.