Member: Hemera
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Hemera denial.anger.bargaining.depression.acceptance.

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bands:

  1. Marilyn Manson
  2. Nine Inch Nails
  3. A Perfect Circle
  4. Combichrist
  5. Rammstein
  6. Tool
  7. The Birthday Massacre
  8. Placebo
  9. System Of A Down
  10. Silverchair/Smashing Pumpkins

films:

  1. American History X
  2. Supertroopers
  3. Clockwork Orange
  4. Requiem For A Dream
  5. V For Vendetta
  6. The People vs. Larry Flint
  7. Trainspotting/Go/Spun
  8. Silence Of the Lambs
  9. Happy Gilmore/Finding Nemo
  10. Monster

tv shows:

  1. Animal Planet
  2. History/Discovery Channel
  3. The 9 O' Clock News
  4. Nip/Tuck
  5. Family Guy
  6. Rescue Me
  7. House

Video Games:

  1. Super Mario Kart
  2. Twisted Metal 3
  3. Oddworld Abe's Odyssey
  4. Pikmin
  5. Yoshi's Island
 

into: I indulge and immerse myself in the arts, kickboxing, dancing, rock climbing, skydiving, world travel, spinning fire poi, tattoos, fast cars, and expensive liquor

not into: Watching sports at a local bar, or being forced to listen to the squeek-squeek-squeek of basketball players shoes when we have to turn the sound on in my bar.

makes me happy: Counting down the days until I move the hell out of Mindfucksville and say good riddance to all of its mindfucking peasant townspeople.

makes me sad: The thought that I might not ever get another crackout Sunday before I die.

hobbies: Spinning Fire, Painting, Drawing...

5 things i can't live without: My car, music, phone, photos, and my drugs, both chemical and phsyical, and most importantly, my soulmate.

vices: My penchant to try to save people from themselves.

thoughts on sg: I love it

i spend most of my free time: Mulling back and forth between periods of maniacally relentless drive and stagnant depression.

 

occupation: Bartender/Nursing student

current crush: Mike Rowe and Amanda Seyfried

stats: 5'6, 34D, big ass, CURVY

body mods: Piercings- Ears: 2 gauge and 8 gauge, Nipples: 8 gauge, Vertical labret, 2 nape microdermals, Tattoos- Back piece, 12inch piece on my left ribcage, 14inch piece on my right hip(unfinished).

heroes: Myself: I took control of my life and lost almost 100 pounds over the past 5 years. I'm not yet finished with myself, but becoming a Suicide Girl now would definately be a dream come true.

gets me hot: Cetain fuck-me-harder type industrial songs by Combichrist, and Eclipses, years '99-'05. Broad shoulders, strong hands, and tattoos.

favorite position: Not really a position, but when innocent playful rough-housing turns into that raw, intense, even violent need to fuck(or be fucked). Or good ol' doggystyle. Mhmmm.

fantasy: D-17

sign: Aries

most humbling moment: Actually, the past 14 months of my life have been humbling, but I now have the strength and vision that only inner turmoil can provide.

i lost my virginity: When I was 15, to my first boyfriend, Chris. How exciting.

CIGARETTES: Nope

MY DIET: Omnivore

ALCOHOL: Occasionally

MY DRUG USE: Down the hatch

I AM LOOKING FOR: a man

MY KINK FACTOR: I buy sex toys at the hardware store.

MY POLITICS: None apply, you assholes

POT: Occasionally

MY STATUS: single

MY IDEA OF A GOOD TIME: When I go out, ANYTHING can happen.

I WANT: Romance, Friendship, Online Flirting

MY PIGEONHOLES: Crafty, Arty, Tattooed, Retro, Piercing, Drum & Bass, Raver, Fetish