Hemera's October 01, 2010 blog

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OCTOBER 1, 2010 @ 11:54 PM

Hello,

I must apologize.

I haven't been online. I haven't answered messages. I haven't posted pics or written new blogs.

My father died last month. And with him, I lost a part of myself.

I've been to hell and back.Yes, again. Blinded synaptic trekking, it is an occupation of mine, aside from bartending and procratination. I am currently on a journey back to medically aided health and chemically induced happiness. Hopefully at some point, I can do it on my own again. I will be posting new photosets with a new photographer in the coming months, as my goal is STILL to become one of the girls. damn it.

With Love,

Hemera

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el_diablo_blanco

Windsor, ON

July 2009

OCT 01, 2010 11:56 PM

Sorry for your loss.

suispud1

Dallas, TX

January 2010

OCT 02, 2010 12:24 AM

my condolences

GIinEU

North Las Vegas, NV

October 2009

OCT 02, 2010 01:38 AM

Sorry to hear the news about your dad........ I wish you luck on your new set. You look great in it and I think your bedroom was a good choice.

Mylene

HOPEFUL

I'm lost

OCT 02, 2010 05:54 AM

Sorry for your loss.

RemoD66

Marina, CA

January 2009

OCT 02, 2010 06:57 AM

Please accept my most sincere condolences.

IndieBuddhist

Oshawa, ON

April 2009

OCT 02, 2010 07:47 AM

So sorry to hear about your Father passing away.

ParabolaFortysix

Columbus, OH

March 2009

OCT 02, 2010 01:21 PM

*hugs tight*

visigoth

Plano, TX

OLD SKOOL

OCT 02, 2010 11:05 PM

Sorry for you loss. I lost my father not too long ago so I have some idea of what you are going though.

Godspeed.

TLGuts

USA

May 2010

OCT 21, 2010 05:13 PM

That's rough my friend and I feel for ya. I suggest cookie dough! It's kind of a cure all for sadness.

Prince_Philip

Chicago, IL

December 2008

OCT 24, 2010 11:04 AM

Sorry to hear about your dad.

sugahbabi

New York, NY

June 2009

OCT 26, 2010 08:34 AM

its awful your father is gone = ( at least physically that is. the memories and the love will be there forever.in your heart & mind, he can never be taken away. my deepest sympathy to you and your family hemera.

Contax

Portland, OR

March 2008

NOV 03, 2010 02:55 AM

Very sorry to hear about your father. When I lost my father I was totally devisated, for about 3 years. Depressed for about another two. Then mildly sorry for about one more. All of it put my life on hold, and really stunk, I hope you are doing better soon.