Strange flashes of knowing just upon waking, still in black and white. First dream I can recall having scent last night, walking thru flower showstalls walking thru abandoned meat counters, strong areas closely linked hope for more subtlety, more precise affairs.

I walked into my house two nights ago after work and the pink floodlights Spencer had set up nearly struck me down. The entire house was like the rose soft inside of a seashell. I imagine there a recognition for that somewhere deep inside me. The fans were are humming, the dress on my door was dancing.

Reading Regardie on the bus, seems like we've made up since he pulled me out of Malkuth into Yesod, since he let Crowley mock my arms.

EDIT: FORCED NARRATIVE INTO EDUCATION. THINGS ARE SO SERPENTINE? CROWLEY SPEAKS THRU REGARDIE, WILL TRAINING EXERCISE MIRRORS MY OWN ACTIONS TO LEAVE THE BODY YEARS AGO, MY OWN SATISFACTION IN THEIR LEAVINGS

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Strange flashes of knowing just upon waking, still in black and white. First dream I can recall having scent last night, walking thru flower showstalls walking thru abandoned meat counters, strong areas closely linked hope for more subtlety, more precise affairs.

I walked into my house two nights ago after work and the pink floodlights Spencer had set up nearly struck me down. The entire house was like the rose soft inside of a seashell. I imagine there a recognition for that somewhere deep inside me. The fans were are humming, the dress on my door was dancing.

Reading Regardie on the bus, seems like we've made up since he pulled me out of Malkuth into Yesod, since he let Crowley mock my arms.

EDIT: FORCED NARRATIVE INTO EDUCATION. THINGS ARE SO SERPENTINE? CROWLEY SPEAKS THRU REGARDIE, WILL TRAINING EXERCISE MIRRORS MY OWN ACTIONS TO LEAVE THE BODY YEARS AGO, MY OWN SATISFACTION IN THEIR LEAVINGS

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