My boyfriend has taught me a lot in the years we have been together. Ive grown up more then a little bit. Ive become more outgoing and talk to people more often. Even though I hate to admit it, i went through the typical drama girl phase. No matter who you are, if you are female you go through it. Joshua always reassures me to let it go, relax and look past it. There are so many things i have felt like saying that I haven't simply because i know hes right and I let it go.
My biggest problem has ALWAYS been other people. I always let them bother me and I could never understand why. You cant please everyone, especially problematic people. People who no matter how good you are to them or try to help always have a problem with SOMETHING you are doing or not. Who knows why.
When stuff like that happens ill just complain to him and he lets me know that there are more people and FRIENDS in the world then those people. Its really nice having people like him around to ALWAYS have your back. Then friends that you can bitch to when you really just want to rant. Joshua is not a good person to bitch too because he just doesn't care. Things that you have to bitch about just don't affect him. He IS rubbing off on me but still, I wish I had MORE of it.
The people that can only be friends with one person, love you one week then wont speak to you the next and people who cant talk things out but decide to continue treating you like crap when you are clearly being nice to them kill me. They always seem to get to me but Joshua's got my back and eventually they disappear. Why would someone like that matter in the first place? I have no clue.
There are some people you are never going to be able to trust and others that will always be there. Im glad ive learned that now instead of 20 years from now. Im glad i have multiple people to help me cope with constant downers i have to deal with. I am happy ALL the time. I am VERY lucky. I am NOT jealous of anyone cause i...

My boyfriend has taught me a lot in the years we have been together. Ive grown up more then a little bit. Ive become more outgoing and talk to people more often. Even though I hate to admit it, i went through the typical drama girl phase. No matter who you are, if you are female you go through it. Joshua always reassures me to let it go, relax and look past it. There are so many things i have felt like saying that I haven't simply because i know hes right and I let it go.
My biggest problem has ALWAYS been other people. I always let them bother me and I could never understand why. You cant please everyone, especially problematic people. People who no matter how good you are to them or try to help always have a problem with SOMETHING you are doing or not. Who knows why.
When stuff like that happens ill just complain to him and he lets me know that there are more people and FRIENDS in the world then those people. Its really nice having people like him around to ALWAYS have your back. Then friends that you can bitch to when you really just want to rant. Joshua is not a good person to bitch too because he just doesn't care. Things that you have to bitch about just don't affect him. He IS rubbing off on me but still, I wish I had MORE of it.
The people that can only be friends with one person, love you one week then wont speak to you the next and people who cant talk things out but decide to continue treating you like crap when you are clearly being nice to them kill me. They always seem to get to me but Joshua's got my back and eventually they disappear. Why would someone like that matter in the first place? I have no clue.
There are some people you are never going to be able to trust and others that will always be there. Im glad ive learned that now instead of 20 years from now. Im glad i have multiple people to help me cope with constant downers i have to deal with. I am happy ALL the time. I am VERY lucky. I am NOT jealous of anyone cause i have everything that i need.
Boy. Family. Friends.
And the best of all 3.



XOXOXOXO