i wish this place made me feel like it used to.
i was constantly thinking about sg, about meeting new people, about shooting sets, and now i'm just indifferent to it.
i made a fucking amazing friend in Holley, and i've let that brilliant friendship slide because i think 'well, why would she want to hang out with me if i don't know what's going on with sg'.
i made these posts on my tumblr about shooting the various stand out sets in my time with sg, and cried while i wrote them, revisiting the various hilarious memories, the fun days, and more importantly the friendship that i've lost.
Redeemer
this was the first ever time i met Holley. We instantly clicked and spent the entire time rabbiting away.
Thinking Of You
i met up with a friend in london on this day and went for a brilliant wander, i was so nervous about meeting Akemi because she was pretty much the most famous UKSG.
Obscure The View
We decided to shoot this set in black and white as we shot it on the same day as thinking of you, and i didnt want to look exactly the same.. silly really, it was the black and white that probably failed it.
Ophelia Fancy
chicken skin.
Roots
we listened to lady gaga while shooting this set. By this time, i had accompanied Holley on several shoots for other ladies, and realised that was more for me than me being in front of the camera.

so i guess this blog is about me not being here i suppose. I'm not archiving, because that would be too sever for me.

3 years. you were a rollercoaster.

then end of too short an era.

i wish this place made me feel like it used to.
i was constantly thinking about sg, about meeting new people, about shooting sets, and now i'm just indifferent to it.
i made a fucking amazing friend in Holley, and i've let that brilliant friendship slide because i think 'well, why would she want to hang out with me if i don't know what's going on with sg'.
i made these posts on my tumblr about shooting the various stand out sets in my time with sg, and cried while i wrote them, revisiting the various hilarious memories, the fun days, and more importantly the friendship that i've lost.
Redeemer
this was the first ever time i met Holley. We instantly clicked and spent the entire time rabbiting away.
Thinking Of You
i met up with a friend in london on this day and went for a brilliant wander, i was so nervous about meeting Akemi because she was pretty much the most famous UKSG.
Obscure The View
We decided to shoot this set in black and white as we shot it on the same day as thinking of you, and i didnt want to look exactly the same.. silly really, it was the black and white that probably failed it.
Ophelia Fancy
chicken skin.
Roots
we listened to lady gaga while shooting this set. By this time, i had accompanied Holley on several shoots for other ladies, and realised that was more for me than me being in front of the camera.

so i guess this blog is about me not being here i suppose. I'm not archiving, because that would be too sever for me.

3 years. you were a rollercoaster.

then end of too short an era.