glamerdork

even though classes are starting, I'm still have stuck in new orleans. I don't think its possible to ever escape from that city. I need to get my pictures developed so I can look at my experience and put it behind me. I need to write a books worth of journal entries in my other online diary (now at 1200 entries, encounting)... in order to put the negative and positive into where they belong in my memory, instead of effecting my current state of emotions. I'm really worried about my BF. He hasn't called me yet... i left a few messages on his machine. I miss him so much... if he was to ever be hurt in anyway, I think i'd have to take a few months at the least to recover to the point where I could go on with my life in any way shape or form. So I guess I do love him. Yea-- I do...