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well its time to start a new chapter in my sad story. Im going to be moving out on my own in the next couple of days. I have never had to truly make it on my own and it stressing me out. I have always had some one there right beside me. At first it was living with my parents then i met a girl and we moved into the world together. Now Its just me paying my own way getting myself out of trouble and providing for my self. I will be living with a friend and his fam but i dont really know them ive only hung out with him a couple of time's but he wants to try to give me a hand up. So im going to take it i have to i have never taking a verry big leap of faith in my like. the time is now i have to do this for myself and make the best of it and hopefully come out the in the end stonger bolder and a better person. We will see what happen's i am 26 yrs old and i am just now really taking the first steps of my life will i sink or will i float. I am such a negative person all the time and i am try to drain my self of that hopefully this will be my kick in the ass!!!!