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bare with me here this is my first ever blog any on any website so it probly just be short and sweet any ways im sitting here tired bored and pondering life like usual im getting frustrated being unemployed and living in this piece of shit state another thing i went to my nephews graduation yesterday and it made me realized how much i have missed in the last couple of years an d how old im getting and what little i have done with my life and it kind of just makes me angry and want to go to a concert and throw down in the pit which also makes me realize how long its been since i been to concert and thats just sad so yeah im just pretty much sick and tired of life right now and lonely,depressed and just want to just lash out at the world but just cant figure out how and that about sums it up not that any one is going to read this