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True to form today is much quieter at work. I don't know how everyone knows when we're short staffed and when we're not. You can tell we're less busy becuase I'm hanging about on here

Anyway I am much more chilled today, that bottle of red last night obviously was the answer. That and getting in today to find out that I was right about the thing I blew a gasket over yesterday. People should listen to me.

Seriously though I thought that knowing I was leaving this job to go to uni in the summer would make it much easier to cope with but it hasn't. Instead of just counting the days I find myself thinking that every minute at work is a minute wasted. I can see my future, almost touch it now and work isn't part of it. Every bit of energy I give to it is energy not going on the things I love doing - college and my football club. It's so frustrating.

Still I must continue to be proffessional and the next few months will fly by I am sure.

I have loads of studying to do this weekend as I've got an exam on Tuesday and when I woke up this morning I was determined to stay out of the pub tonight. However the body has just realised that it's Friday afternoon and it's demanding drink. I must resist but I'd never get into SOE so I doubt I'll succeed.