Wow has it really been this long since I updated?
wow, wonder how much has changed, and going by the front page, ummmm a lot...
wow, wonder how much has changed, and going by the front page, ummmm a lot...
So the update.
Things are ok. Got tickets for Nightwish so thats all cool.
In other news Imsaving up for a proper camera. Borrowed my sister in laws camera (Canon 400d) and here are some of the results.
Other than that not much has changed. Im still here and life goes on. isnt life fun!
Things are ok. Got tickets for Nightwish so thats all cool.
In other news Imsaving up for a proper camera. Borrowed my sister in laws camera (Canon 400d) and here are some of the results.
Other than that not much has changed. Im still here and life goes on. isnt life fun!
Hi
still alive, plannig to update more and get active on here.
tho i keep sayin that.
Not as often as they keep changin stuff around on here, but who am i to judge,
i last posted in 2007. fuck....
still alive, plannig to update more and get active on here.
tho i keep sayin that.
Not as often as they keep changin stuff around on here, but who am i to judge,
i last posted in 2007. fuck....
Well geesh.
KIMI RAIKKONEN WORLD CHAMPION!!!!!
So much for Alonso and mclaren, and Lewis, defeat will do you good...
AND Schumi came back do some testing and was quickest. Sweet.
I MISS THS SCHUM.
Other stuff
im good, kinda getting on with things. Nothing mega exciting. just christmas shopping, ughhhh really dont want to...
some really good sets too, had a fractal (yay) but really likeingHoney new set. hot or what?
(note there is no what its just hot.)
KIMI RAIKKONEN WORLD CHAMPION!!!!!
So much for Alonso and mclaren, and Lewis, defeat will do you good...
AND Schumi came back do some testing and was quickest. Sweet.
I MISS THS SCHUM.
Other stuff
im good, kinda getting on with things. Nothing mega exciting. just christmas shopping, ughhhh really dont want to...
some really good sets too, had a fractal (yay) but really likeingHoney new set. hot or what?
(note there is no what its just hot.)
Dear God.
I know it must annoy you when people only want you when they need stuff. Well this is one of those times.
Well actually its not all like that see theres some benifit for you too here, I need these things and you could look great from doing them really, It'll also help the human race.
We could do with another mass extinction, like you did with the flood thing. there are way too many assholes about and its starting to really get at me. Trouble is the flood thing wont work this time, A lot of people have boats thses days so it wont have the same effect as before, Alos a comet wont work like you did with the dinosaurs (why arent they mentioned in the bible they rock) ether because we still got Bruce Willis and Aerosmith to do the sound track. Get thinking on that one.
And after toughen up a bit. That whole "Jesus loves you" stuff too forgiving tey "Jesus loves you unless you are a little chav bastard or any other kind of scum and then your burning in hell"
If you could also stop holding that whole apple thing against us too, we all fuck up you know.
Love etc Frantic
Ps: Please make sure Alonso doesnt win the title this weekend, Thats not a good message for the kids is it its basically saying "Cry and moan like a bitch all year and be a **** to the ones around you and still get what you want" Not a good message is it.
Also in my world this month A song by garbage, Shirley Manson stole my innocence, (thanks) her voice is just awesome.
DUMB
I never claimed to be your saviour
I said I had a dirty mouth
Stop analysing my behaviour
If you're too dumb to work it out
I've got to keep myself together
You know I hate to disappoint
A masochistic lamb to slaughter
Maybe you miss the point?
I'm feeling small
I'm climbing the walls
I don't let it show
Now that you know what you know
I bet you wish you could let it go
You'll never come sucking your thumb
Better off dumb
Maybe I could write a letter
To help me with my self-esteem
You should get to know me better
No one's ever what they seem
I'm feeling small
Climbing the walls
I don't let it show
Now that you know what you know
I bet you wish you could let it go
You'll never come sucking your thumb
Better off dumb
You still don't know what you think of me
You still don't know what you mean to me
You still don't know what to think of me
You still don't know what you think of me
Now that you know what you know
I bet you wish you could let it go
You'll never come sucking your thumb
Better off dumb
Now that you know what you know
You're going to reap what you sow
Nothing will come sucking your thumb
Better off dumb
You still don't know what you think of me
You still don't know what you mean to me
You still don't know what to think of me
You still don't know what you think of me [5x]
You still don't know what I think of me
You still don't know what you think of me
I know it must annoy you when people only want you when they need stuff. Well this is one of those times.
Well actually its not all like that see theres some benifit for you too here, I need these things and you could look great from doing them really, It'll also help the human race.
We could do with another mass extinction, like you did with the flood thing. there are way too many assholes about and its starting to really get at me. Trouble is the flood thing wont work this time, A lot of people have boats thses days so it wont have the same effect as before, Alos a comet wont work like you did with the dinosaurs (why arent they mentioned in the bible they rock) ether because we still got Bruce Willis and Aerosmith to do the sound track. Get thinking on that one.
And after toughen up a bit. That whole "Jesus loves you" stuff too forgiving tey "Jesus loves you unless you are a little chav bastard or any other kind of scum and then your burning in hell"
If you could also stop holding that whole apple thing against us too, we all fuck up you know.
Love etc Frantic
Ps: Please make sure Alonso doesnt win the title this weekend, Thats not a good message for the kids is it its basically saying "Cry and moan like a bitch all year and be a **** to the ones around you and still get what you want" Not a good message is it.
Also in my world this month A song by garbage, Shirley Manson stole my innocence, (thanks) her voice is just awesome.
DUMB
I never claimed to be your saviour
I said I had a dirty mouth
Stop analysing my behaviour
If you're too dumb to work it out
I've got to keep myself together
You know I hate to disappoint
A masochistic lamb to slaughter
Maybe you miss the point?
I'm feeling small
I'm climbing the walls
I don't let it show
Now that you know what you know
I bet you wish you could let it go
You'll never come sucking your thumb
Better off dumb
Maybe I could write a letter
To help me with my self-esteem
You should get to know me better
No one's ever what they seem
I'm feeling small
Climbing the walls
I don't let it show
Now that you know what you know
I bet you wish you could let it go
You'll never come sucking your thumb
Better off dumb
You still don't know what you think of me
You still don't know what you mean to me
You still don't know what to think of me
You still don't know what you think of me
Now that you know what you know
I bet you wish you could let it go
You'll never come sucking your thumb
Better off dumb
Now that you know what you know
You're going to reap what you sow
Nothing will come sucking your thumb
Better off dumb
You still don't know what you think of me
You still don't know what you mean to me
You still don't know what to think of me
You still don't know what you think of me [5x]
You still don't know what I think of me
You still don't know what you think of me
Time to expand on stuff i guess. Well simply ive felt like ive going trough a phase of crap luck. It started with daft stuff, Fish dying, the Nintendo ds stopped working, fav fish died, Lap top crashed, few dodgy shifts at work, friends bein idiots. I try to unwind by watchin btcc, but my favourite driver gets smashed out the race and hospitalised. Then i got set upon by a gang of chav's. In the park facing my house.
Long story short- One followed me and daydreamer.After my phone, didnt get it so his mates joined him and i got a punch in there head for there troubles. I wanted to fight back but A) i held back B) as im fighting against myself i felt worried for daydreamer C)as i decided to fight back they ran up the road. A,B,C all happend in space of 5 seconds. I feel usless and stupid. I got beat up badly when i was 17, Got bullied all through school but that kicking was the worst fracture dcollar bone bruises n stuff. And its lodged into my subcoscieous. I feel angwer fear annoyed, angry confused because i dont know them or what there problem is. Went cop shop to report it being 20 seconds walk from my house. Giving a statement sucks. I forgot how bad they are. I felt an idiot and like i was lying. All the questions "which hand did he punch you with?" im not sure he hit me in the head im a little woozy. My favourite one after i said one had a jacket in there arm was "which hand was he carrying his jacket in? what? i had to think about it and i felt like i was lying or something. And i had a crappy head ache for a week.
It gets worse because we had to have the police out again. They followed us home last week. Now they know where we live. now im worried about Daydreamer and the house. And by the time the police arrive there gone.
Also is me.when i got hit then i was prepred to fight back after a small hesitation. Before id curl up in a ball and take a kicking. But i saw red. And daydreamer pulled me to snap out of it but the anger was there. Everytime ive been walked all over ive never properly let it out. i let it harbour inside me. One day i know there gonna be around my house or the park close by and ill snap. They'll attack and i know ill just go for one and just punch and punch. I feel it build up inside me. im not a violent person but i know i cant put up with much more of this crap. Im not going to be a victim in my own home. whats so fucking stupid is everytim ive ever been beaten up its been in broad daylight, close to my house or both. im more safe walkin home from work at 12am ffs. I just dont want this shit and i dont want it to take over my life. But its like when i was 17 agian. anf that was 5 fucking years ago.
Ive found myself getting nervous walking past gangs when on my own. And (new to me) a few times my eyes are starting to play tricks on me. As i walk past some of them i think there about to throw a punch. Its so fucking stupid i flinch or get ready to try and stop a hit. Not like a full on block but i momentrly shake or jump. My head calms me down and i tell myself to not be nervous and get a grip but its those few second are playing hell with me.
So my mate takes me to chester as theres 2 f1 shops there that sell ferrari merchandise, that'll cheer me up. well no they both closed down in the past 2 months between my mate seeing them and getting chance for us to go up.
On top of that my new laptop went in for repair. It crashed and wouldnt work at all. wewll we gwet it back a month later minus a hard drive! Which they now say me or daydreamer took out! I promise you on my pathetic life i didn't i just want a working god damn lap top. Worst thing is it means the work i had on there for Azines has gone too. there was loads of stuff id written on it. So now weve gone to head office with them (it was from comet) saying why the hell would we take the hard drive out? We got accident insurance for it and were not going to take a hard drive out trying to get it replaced when we know they wouldn'y. Funny thing is we have it back minus the hard drive and the original problem we sent it with is gone. it boots up now and goes past the acer screen which it never did before to say "no operating drive present" So whoever took it out is stupid to fix it in the first place. so were waitng on head office to do an investigation.great.
But i fight on.
Im back on the desktop pc. Im writing more stuff for azines.com and burying myself in tha which i enjoy. im not sure how sucessful it is but hell im trying my bestt. this weekend im going to doningtonpark for world series by renauly (motorsport) Marilyn Manson is in the uk so is within temptation again, im gonna go. Im gonna enjoy it im gonna fight off these clouds and im not being beaten by luck chav's my own fears or this world. Ivew been afraid too long. fuck them fuck that. Cant beat me because im better than all that.
ill catch up with you all through this week promise!
Down but Never out...
Long story short- One followed me and daydreamer.After my phone, didnt get it so his mates joined him and i got a punch in there head for there troubles. I wanted to fight back but A) i held back B) as im fighting against myself i felt worried for daydreamer C)as i decided to fight back they ran up the road. A,B,C all happend in space of 5 seconds. I feel usless and stupid. I got beat up badly when i was 17, Got bullied all through school but that kicking was the worst fracture dcollar bone bruises n stuff. And its lodged into my subcoscieous. I feel angwer fear annoyed, angry confused because i dont know them or what there problem is. Went cop shop to report it being 20 seconds walk from my house. Giving a statement sucks. I forgot how bad they are. I felt an idiot and like i was lying. All the questions "which hand did he punch you with?" im not sure he hit me in the head im a little woozy. My favourite one after i said one had a jacket in there arm was "which hand was he carrying his jacket in? what? i had to think about it and i felt like i was lying or something. And i had a crappy head ache for a week.
It gets worse because we had to have the police out again. They followed us home last week. Now they know where we live. now im worried about Daydreamer and the house. And by the time the police arrive there gone.
Also is me.when i got hit then i was prepred to fight back after a small hesitation. Before id curl up in a ball and take a kicking. But i saw red. And daydreamer pulled me to snap out of it but the anger was there. Everytime ive been walked all over ive never properly let it out. i let it harbour inside me. One day i know there gonna be around my house or the park close by and ill snap. They'll attack and i know ill just go for one and just punch and punch. I feel it build up inside me. im not a violent person but i know i cant put up with much more of this crap. Im not going to be a victim in my own home. whats so fucking stupid is everytim ive ever been beaten up its been in broad daylight, close to my house or both. im more safe walkin home from work at 12am ffs. I just dont want this shit and i dont want it to take over my life. But its like when i was 17 agian. anf that was 5 fucking years ago.
Ive found myself getting nervous walking past gangs when on my own. And (new to me) a few times my eyes are starting to play tricks on me. As i walk past some of them i think there about to throw a punch. Its so fucking stupid i flinch or get ready to try and stop a hit. Not like a full on block but i momentrly shake or jump. My head calms me down and i tell myself to not be nervous and get a grip but its those few second are playing hell with me.
So my mate takes me to chester as theres 2 f1 shops there that sell ferrari merchandise, that'll cheer me up. well no they both closed down in the past 2 months between my mate seeing them and getting chance for us to go up.
On top of that my new laptop went in for repair. It crashed and wouldnt work at all. wewll we gwet it back a month later minus a hard drive! Which they now say me or daydreamer took out! I promise you on my pathetic life i didn't i just want a working god damn lap top. Worst thing is it means the work i had on there for Azines has gone too. there was loads of stuff id written on it. So now weve gone to head office with them (it was from comet) saying why the hell would we take the hard drive out? We got accident insurance for it and were not going to take a hard drive out trying to get it replaced when we know they wouldn'y. Funny thing is we have it back minus the hard drive and the original problem we sent it with is gone. it boots up now and goes past the acer screen which it never did before to say "no operating drive present" So whoever took it out is stupid to fix it in the first place. so were waitng on head office to do an investigation.great.
But i fight on.
Im back on the desktop pc. Im writing more stuff for azines.com and burying myself in tha which i enjoy. im not sure how sucessful it is but hell im trying my bestt. this weekend im going to doningtonpark for world series by renauly (motorsport) Marilyn Manson is in the uk so is within temptation again, im gonna go. Im gonna enjoy it im gonna fight off these clouds and im not being beaten by luck chav's my own fears or this world. Ivew been afraid too long. fuck them fuck that. Cant beat me because im better than all that.
ill catch up with you all through this week promise!
Down but Never out...
is somebody really trying to fucking wind me up today. Why the fuck has my profile name changed without my permissionj and why the fucking hell wont it let me fucking chang e it mother fucking back. Fucking piece of shit. My lap top is playing stupid vista is a bag of shit. My ds has decided to stop working as well meaning i gotta fuck around taking it back in to the store and sortin all that shit out. Everything i have that helps me to unwind is fucking up fuck
And as for the cunts today well fuck you.
ps: A special fuck you to ron dennis, your team werte found guilty and you got no punishment, so dont be surprised ferrari want a re-trial. If ferrari had one scrap of date on your car you'd make there lives hell let alone a 780 page book on the whole 2007 programme. Fuck you you ****. *
I cant write that in my f1 page so im venting.
And why cant i change my name back to frantic???? who had my user fucking name.
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
FUCK.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKK
And as for the cunts today well fuck you.
ps: A special fuck you to ron dennis, your team werte found guilty and you got no punishment, so dont be surprised ferrari want a re-trial. If ferrari had one scrap of date on your car you'd make there lives hell let alone a 780 page book on the whole 2007 programme. Fuck you you ****. *
I cant write that in my f1 page so im venting.
And why cant i change my name back to frantic???? who had my user fucking name.
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
FUCK.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKK
You know i love it when it really rains hard and im inside watching it warm and comfy. Not so cool when i have to go to work and its still pissing it down.
And Shamless plug again. check my f1 column
http://www.azines.com/f1_2k7.asp
on http://www.azines.com
Its updated. What is annoying is i do an article saying why is kimi so damn slow then he wins! still im not complaining feels like itsbeen ages since a ferrari 1-2
Im tempted to freind whor on myspace to plug it, i have so many friend requests from band and stuff ive never heard of i might as well make some use of that site right? Thought people?
And Shamless plug again. check my f1 column
http://www.azines.com/f1_2k7.asp
on http://www.azines.com
Its updated. What is annoying is i do an article saying why is kimi so damn slow then he wins! still im not complaining feels like itsbeen ages since a ferrari 1-2
Im tempted to freind whor on myspace to plug it, i have so many friend requests from band and stuff ive never heard of i might as well make some use of that site right? Thought people?
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