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Evani has cute teeth and a lesbian mother.

I’m private

age: 26 (May 16, 1982)

MEMBER SINCE: December 2007

occupation: Assistant Manager (Retail)

heroes: Irving Penn, Salvador Dali, Man Ray, Justin Ashburn, the apostle Paul, Jesus, Master Chief

sign: Taurus

crush: Nathan from Dethklock Juice

most humbling moment: I have one everyday: It's called foot-in-mouth syndrome.

gets me hot: EVERYTHING!! Mainly when there is a sensory overload, liiiike, the new BTBAM, certain colors together, I dunno, a lot of synchronization. Cologne. Good cologne, no particular scent really. Oh yeah, men w/ complete business attire on that covers their body, w/ tattoos under it covering almost their ENTIRE body.

body mods: A couple tattoos, with a million ideas for more. My ears are @ 3/4, septum @ 10, and I also have a belly button piercing.

makes me sad: Being looked at the way I do by ppl who've never spoken to me. ( I live in a small town...) Most of society. My parents. Watching other parents who have no self-awareness.

into: photography, painting, sculpture, getting my hands dirty w/ anything, art, fashion, colors, all kinds of music, body modification which I wish I could afford more of!!,

makes me happy: "A good conversation." Being productive. Making the most out of hard situations. Finishing a project and looking at it in amazement that I was able to do it. Watching my beautiful children grow and learn everyday.

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FEBRUARY 25, 2008 @ 08:05 PM | 3 COMMENTS

Soo... I've made a decison before it's too late.

I've decided not to be a suicide girl. I adore the suicide girls!!! Don't get me wrong, but I've just decided that personally it's not in my best interest. Mainly b/c of my religion and the example it sets for my children.

I love God more than anything, and for some reason I became selfish and made up every excuse as to why this would be okay, but the more I've thought about it, the more I realize it's not just artsy nude fun. It goes past artistic expression. I want to be a leader in some way at my church, and I don't feel that I would be setting the right example in doing so presently.

I also want my daughter to have a different life than I did, so I need to put things in motion on a more preventative level than a "do as I say, not as I do" level.

I don't want anyone to think I don't respect the suicide girls. I really do love them, and I want to be one, but my personal beliefs need to be stronger than my selfish wants.