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Yes

I am so fucked in the fucking head.I have not been myself in a few days, this is true. I am concluding that the only time I am happy and carefree is in a drunkin stupor. I have too many worries and all because I care too much and I do to little for myself. So what the hell. I came home from...
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Work is Happiness.
Happiness is Sacrifice.
Sacrifice is expected.
Have a nice day.

Ever feel that thing...you know...the void between killing or crying?....yeah...I thought you might.

So you want me to write?

This goes out to you.
You just fucking threw trust and loyalty out the window because you let some fucking thing that didn't concern you get in between whatever delusion of a friendship we were in. "Brotherhood" my ass. "But it's on my doorstep" fuck that too..thats not my fucking fault..nor was it the counterpart in my car's fault...
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I was in my bed awake all night.
Now all I see is black and white.

QUACK!

that high world I was standing on watching everything crumble?...ya know the one? I just tripped and fell throguh the bottom.

You are all tender vittles of self destruction. It seems like whenever things are going the very best that they can go, it always drops back down to zero, and in my case depression. Not this time. I had a bad day at work. It's not going to get to me because frankly I just don't give a fuck. I have given too much into...
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AHH! Theres an interciew with Chuck Palahniuk!!! Schweet!

<i>"Hitting bottom isn't a weekend retreat! It's not a seminar!
You have to forget everything you know, everything you think you know -- about life, about friendship, about you and me. It's only after you've lost everything, that you're free to do anything."</i>
---T.D. from F.C.

I keep seeing "Lullaby" in stores but never have enough cash...
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I like it when I can't sleep and I have to be at work in almost 5 hours. My head keeps filling with ideas, wrinkles in my brain burning with energy, the need to feel release. My notebook is out in the car and I'm to lazy to run down there. So I rush to my computer and I find myself not putting these ideas...
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QUACK!. I just had the urge to do that. Recomendation to post an entry has brought me to the screen. Tiredness fills my system. I can't hardly type! Round 2 says the captain so I best wake my ass up and get ready for the day/night. I have to go to work and I just KNOW it's gonna be a bitch today. I had a...
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