into: Science, art, philosophy, sexuality(the erotic arts and sciences), humanity, Psychology, life, science fiction, music, toys, weapons, anime, movies, cooking,baking, alcohol(the study, production and consumption), writing, beautiful things, my addiction to novelty and my other distractions and sublimations.
makes me happy: The study and wonder of life and science. Whatever beauty is left in this world. My loves and lusts. My distractions. Weasels and cats(especially a houseful of them). Special things special moments. special people. The occasional peaceful moments. many people would say I am unhappy or depressed. But I laugh more than anyone I know. Their is a lot of things that I like. If I really thought about it, it would take forever to write them all down.
makes me sad: People. Living their lies(way more than they realize). ignoring the truth. robbing the world of joy and failing to reach their potential. Selfish, stupid, ignorance that creates the real evil. People who use the word love and have no idea what it really means. People who think love is anything other than unconditional and eternal. I hate a lot, it seems most everything and most everyone. and spit cans
5 things i can't live without: I live regardless but that defeats the exercise. everything will be taken away from me eventually anyway.
vices: I am what I am.
thoughts on sg: I love it
i spend most of my free time: Being.
occupation: Becoming something new. Touching the edge. Total awareness and understanding.
current crush: I love or I do not love.
stats: Infinite and overwhelming.
body mods: Nothing about me is superficial. I wear my adornments on my soul.
heroes: All those that I love.
gets me hot: The exquisite essence of feminity. women of extraordinary intellect, personality, sexuality, and evil. tall, dark hair, creamy skin. exotic eyes. girls with glasses.girls in pony tails. girls who are rough, girls who are dangerous. Girls who are intimidating. Girls who are severe. Girls with their hair up. girls with their hair down. Girls with healthy bodies. Strong girls with soft properly curvy bodies. breasts of course. nude females. females with sexy, clever, interesting personalities. Girls who are deep, passionate and intense. woman who know who they are. Girls who just need a little help to find it. women who are confident. Women who aren't but fool everyone else. Girls who like sharp things, girls who bite, girls who claw. Girls who love you and hate you. Girls who could hurt me. Girls who could kill me. girls who need my help, girls who are my equal. Girls who are a challenge. Girls who seek a challenge. girls who like guns. artistic girls, philosophical girls. girls who like to eat. girls who like to cook. girls who are mean, spiteful or full of hate. Pretty girls, angry girls. girls who love animals, nature and science. complicated girls, girls who appreciate lifes simple peaceful points. girls who surprise me. girls who are creepy. kinky girls. girls who are a mess, girls who are put together. girls who are talented. girls who are effortlessly talented. girls who speak their mind. girls who are unafraid. girls who fight for what they want or believe in.
favorite position: Touching one that is beloved to me.
fantasy: is where I find myself mostly existing. It takes little intellect to operate and interact with others(usually), so I am mostly in another place in my mind. A very small percentage of me is external.
sign: Scorpio Fire Snake
most humbling moment: My humility is found in my wisdom and awareness. It is not a matter wounded fear.
i lost my virginity: I place no particular value on that concept. if it meant something to someone I cared about then it has value. Otherwise all I can say is that sexuality is something to be shared not taken, stolen, or tricked.
CIGARETTES: Nope
ALCOHOL: Occasionally
MY DRUG USE: Drug Free
I AM LOOKING FOR: whoever comes along
MY KINK FACTOR: I'll try anything once, especially if you beg for it.
MY POLITICS: None apply, you assholes
POT: Nope
I WANT: Friendship
MY PIGEONHOLES: Fuck you, I defy categories